sweet cookies from a cookie.

it's holidays and i cook/bake/do-whatever-i-want in the kitchen. cooking/baking has always been on my to-do-list when there's holidays.

when there are classes, i cook occasionally when my mother demands me to. so i usually whip up easy things like tom yam beehoon, carbonara and bolognese. nothing fanciful. i am not good when it comes to cooking chinese/malay/indian dishes. sorry! haha. except maybe curry, cause i did cook curry when i was 14.

before this i had no access to an oven because if i used my mother's oven, it'll trip the electricity for the house. yuck. but a few weeks/days back, my sister brought back the mini oven (yay!). okay, let me tell you the story of the mini oven. if you wish to skip this, proceed to the next paragraph. the mini oven initially belongs to my second sister. which then my eldest sister borrowed because she wanted to bake and the oven was not put to full use (my second sister only uses it to .... toast bread, wtf). well, my second sister doesn't cook and certainly won't ever make the effort to cook up something special, haha. so when my eldest sister bought a brand new (and bigger) oven, she tossed the mini oven to me. so yay! this is the story of the mini oven and the three sisters.

the first thing i made with the oven was not cookies. but it was lemon pepper chicken, which turned out too sour. however, i loved the aglio olio spaghetti which was served alongside. (of course i cooked it lah, it didn't come finely prepared abuhhhh)

initially, i didn't quite intend to make the cookies though i made myself promise to make them. well, cookies are not my thing. i don't fancy eating cookies. and i had a really rough week, i swear. i look 10 times uglier right now.

recipe.

flour, which i actually forgot to buy thinking my sister bought me flour! she said 'baking flour'! but it was 'baking powder' wtfreak! sigh. it's ok, i was at chan tung (i am now officially weekly customer of chan tung and bake with yen, i swear i am turning into a housewife) earlier and got my sister flour (and a dozen other baking items), so i used hers instead. so it just means i need to go to chan tung tomorrow, again.

anyway, baking flour is not the same as baking powder which is also different from the baking soda, which is different again from whole wheat flour/bread flour/self-raising flour, help me!

and it is always embarassing to go to chan tung. there are a million types of flours and powders i swear i can get lost in between those aisles.

it's really me at work. with Nadia's (the maid) help with washing up. i really like to cook/bake, but i hate washing up.

usually i am not the kind of person who actually reads recipes and cook. i prefer whipping up something which doesn't require the recipe. so this was actually extremely tedious with all the measuring.

AND goddamnit, i think my dad threw the weighing machine (to weigh ingredients) away, so i had to resort to using a measuring cup. do you know how difficult is that????

sigh adding on to all the no-weighing-machine and have-to-follow-recipe trouble, i was have menstrual cramps. le sigh, the sacrifices.

mixer is my best friend. someone extremely special to me, once said that the beating process when baking is the most difficult. this is what the mixer is for, my love. (i still miss old you! you know what i am talking about)


my legs and finally the baking process. haha. i stood there from 4 pm till 8.30 pm, fuh. very very tedious work. i never liked to bake. but it can be fun, when i want to take my mind off things.

outcome!

i had so many cookies in the end, i managed to supply to RBS and Chrysler! awesome. and i have one more container here. but...this container seem so lost and lonely. le sigh.

i hate to bake and follow recipes, play by the rules. but really, sometimes we just need to try somethings. i believe in failing. because failures create success stories.

ps: so if fail ifp, nvvvvvvvm. can take 3 times, rmit generous! but remember, after 3 times, byebye. haha. inside joke sorry.

pppsssspspspspsps: I AM GOING TO ADMIT MY RANDOM-NESS TOMORROW, SO COME AND READ IF YOU WANNA LAUGH YAP SZE VIEN!

to try things.

a roller coaster ride definitely describes my week. instead of sitting home and mourning about things, i was up and about planning what to do. and one of my to do list includes....sushi with the curtin-ians. these are rmit-ians turned curtin-ians. haha. i was a curtin-ian turned rmit-ian. haha. confusing much?

clothes for the day. i was actually up early, i swear. only 15 minutes late. haha. i have no idea why i took so long to reach, i was 30 minutes late. very very marianne-chung. but not sze-vienish enough.

girls for the day.


food of the day. sushi! i initially opted for katsudons. but ika made me order sushi because she wanted sushi, pffft.

three of us.

then there were happy pictures! i love love love happy pictures.

lunch was extremely exhilarating! and hilarious. which we ended up not eating much, but laughing more. dessert arrived much too early. and they chased me home.

i ended up walking alone, lonely much.

anyway, i wanted to rave about something. haha. i seldom do this, but i think this will be kinda beneficial for everyone. before this i always had problem looking for a cleanser which suits much to my skin condition. well, this used to be a major problem to me, especially when i was younger.

when i pick my cleansers, i like it if they give me the squeky clean feeling after washing. most cleansers usually still leaves an icky feeling after washing. as if it's not clean enough wtfreak. like a year or more back, i was using clarins. which does actually give me the squeky clean feeling. however, it dries my skin. and its effectiveness sorts of fares down as time passes. low effectiveness + high price to pay, not appealing enough.

then i opted for change to biotherm's cleanser. biotherm receives a lot of positive feedbacks from users. and i actually agree. biotherm cleanser is one, which actually really works. however, biotherm doesn't give me the squeky clean feeling. haha. when i have massive breakouts, seriously, this cleanser repairs. when i mean repair, it tames down the breakouts and removes residuals (stains of breakouts).

but because it doesn't give the squeky clean feeling, i find myself resorting back to nivea, which does give the squeky clean feeling. using alongside biotherm.

very attractive biotherm ambassador. takeshi kaneshiro.

haha. usually i don't give two shits who are their ambassadors but i think this will help some girls recall what brand is biotherm. (seriously, trust me when i say, i only have eyes for lee hom, when there's one, i close my heart)

at rm 85.00 per tube, with it's cleasing gel being very liquid, biotherm can be costly. seriously. i am a bitch when it comes to buying something. must be cheap, affective and give squeky clean feeling wtfreak.

so, after reading forums and forums and forums, it seemed that everyone has been recommending this particular product. by clinelle. i don't know if you've heard of this brand before, but when i first heard of it, i never had a clue.

and i tell you, this shit is good. haha.

it gives me the squeky clean feeling. it stops my breakouts wtfreak. it doesn't leave me oily at all after a whole day! haha. (bright light shines for people with oily complexion haha!) and the best thing, .... haha, it's not costly. haha. oh anyway, you can get it from guardian, watsons. or AE (anywhere else). i can't tell if this is actually effective in long term, but i've used it for a week plus, and i was having a major breakout, and now i look like...a smooth tar road all over again.

i am full of rubbish. so give it a try if you have nonsensical complexion problems like me.

ok another product which i've been swearing for would be this. the dettol antiseptic cream. haha. someone gave it to me a year back. and i've been living on it ever since.

curse me for being someone who has a lot of cuts and scratches. and bug bites. i am born clumsy, believe me. and the worst thing is, i am apparently, extremely attractive to mosquitoes! and when i get bites from my lovers (ala the mosquitoes), i will scratch like nobody's business. haha. till it bleeds and i feel nothing. good job, me!

but this wonder cream heals all my wounds so quickly.

oh best thing, i am prone to blisters too. so thank god for antiseptic creams wtfreak. heals my blisters very quickly wtfreak, i use it for everything!

it's late and i should be doing what i didn't do for today.

which would be, to read!

sweet dreams world! baking post after this!

Be my mistake, will you.

today is my typical sunday. where i decide not to go church. it was particularly hot. and seriously i am so sleep deprived. i was dead tired last night, but as soon as i close my eyes, these little bewildered thoughts run across my already troubled mind. seriously, my heart begs them to stop. i am tired.

so i woke up feeling like a zombie. really crappy especially waking up in the heat.

what more having cravings for nasi goreng kampung. i swear my cravings have their swings. (i really can't blog about where i ate stuff who i saw stuff anymore, i don't know why. i can't do the ; i had lunch at ******* with *** and ****) but i can tell you that during lunch, my mother actually repeated about the swine flu hitting the singapore at least thrice! fml.

but she was a great company nonetheless. no one talks to me that way.


me in my sunday dress, sitting at the edge of the bed waiting to flee from house, wth.

i spent last night thinking what company i should work for. so i went on jobstreet. yes, i went on jobstreet a little early. and there was this space where you fill where would like to work. i chose...selangor and kuala lumpur. alongside, i ticked singapore, hong kong, china, india.

that says a lot right?

says a lot on how i felt at that time. how willing i am to work away from everything. don't people just realize this? i just want to dismiss this solitary moment.

cute picture of my just cause there hasn't been one for a long time. cute skirt which was in my cupboard since february till now and untouched.

i was catching grey's anatomy last night. and it quoted 'we're humans, we make mistakes, misestimate and call it all wrong. every step taken then, is like a stitch' (something like that, you think i can remember the whole shit?). i can't agree more.

a friend is telling me over the phone, how much i need someone to share my life with. a part of me wants to agree. a part of me wants someone to laugh with me, someone to cry with me, someone to tell me what to do. but i don't want to be hurt. so much of understanding there's a price to pay, must we pay for love? i didn't sign up for this.

i didn't sign up to get hurt, did i?

at a glance, the pictures made you think it's a happy post. were you being deceived? who knows what's behind a happy cover. is this why clowns are creepy? they draw a smile on their white painted faces, but we can't tell if they're smilling. we can't, can we?

at the end of the day, we're just human as we are. build a defensive shield as time calls for it.


random thought: someone once told me, about a year ago, that everything is temporary. and i was fighting against it. but today, i can't agree more. there's shouldn't be feelings. just numbness on the toes and fingers. that's how it should be. you will get what i mean.

there's always a neat freak fragmant in you! find it.

hello world! i am back. and because previously it was all a wordy-wordy post, this has ... a few pictures. haha. not of myself. do not worry yourself too much. i am just not in the camwhoring mood nowadays.


i am sorry, but has the weather been unkind lately here in malaysia? it's total heat till it excruciates my gentle soul. even i, the heat lover, hates the heat now. come speak of the devil!


so, results were released yesterday. this time it wasn't like before : i wasn't agonising myself, predicting i'd fail. in fact, i knew i would pass. but it was of a question of, how well will i do. (usually this sort of question, only arthur asks) my results were kindly, satisfactory, but not up to par (i am sorry if you had worse results than me, and you are reading this and cursing me, but i really need to buck my stupid cgpa, which seems very stagnant, argh, so sorry, let me repeat, i am not an inconsiderate bitch).


so, as tradition and ritual follows, i did something today (i usually wake up at 2pm, but today i woke up at 1.32pm, because, sigh {the kind of melting sigh}, my childhood lover called me). Melting sigh because...well, some people do have the voice-impact which swoons me over when they call me (other people call, i will have the 'wtf u call me for' type of reaction)


okay sorry, divert back to topic. usually i will not remove my notes/books/papers/slides/whatevers from my study point until results are released. because i always believed, this jinxes my results, wtf right. but wtfs aside, it was sort of a 'what if i fail' matter! sigh, so knowing i didn't fail anything (woohoo, old news!!), i removed everything and reorganized all my notes since curtin hitherto (hitherto means up to now, no need to look in the oxford thx).


such a cute word ain't it : hithertohithertohitherto. i read it in nora roberts.


and oh gosh, i would love to think that i am hardworking now. but boy! i am wrong...i was more hardworking last time.


i had post-it notes on my tutorial answers to remind me what liabilities the criminals are up for, wtf. what an organized freak i must say. but my work is so cute. haha.

imagine i had 41 pages of essays for ONE SUBJECT. haha. extra points and mistakes were written in pink for easy referencing. sobs, i was such a neat freak.

notes were organized from financial accounting to statistics to empirical studies to finance to company law to....now, ob (sobs, i got a distinction, very unexpected).

i love myself. i've been so good (pats own back, because no one pats my back). do you know my parents HAS NEVER asked what's my results since SPM? wtf right. LOA i tell you! too much.


anyway, yes, i was organizing my life this afternoon in the heat! how awesome! next up will be the wardrobe.


i was really gonna talk about girls in high heels and short pants, but i can't find my alter ego right now. i feel so upset, eesh, what's wrong with me! le siggggggggggggggggggggggggh.


bai, follow my twitter. sobs.


Random thought : really, love is not spiteful right? they don't seek revenge. they don't seek for the other party to be sad. we only hope happiness and joy for each other. correct me if i am wrong. i want to pretend everything is okay. i am pretending.

My life is a coincidence.

a glance at the title of my post, you might think that my existance in this little planet is a coincidence. (i have to agree i am sure i am an accidental child, whom my parents didn't plan)

however not. reading a comment from kevin actually gives me an idea to actually write, why am i doing an economics & finance major.

sadly, if you think i would have planned this aeons ago, then you're so wrong. i am not sheng hwang, who actually knew what he wanted since years ago. and i am not arthur, who usually plans on the scholarships to take on. economics&finance wasn't even in my vocab many years ago. this is how i ended up here, almost done with my bachelors degree.

i am sure you would know why i was in pure science, not sub science nor arts.

when i finished my spm, i wanted to do chemical engineering. so i went into foundation in science at help, doing calculus (was shit, but ms chia was...sizzling, fantastic bum). then in the midst of my first semester in science, spm results were released and tensions were running on high i tell you. i expected to do well in chemistry but i nearly flunked it (when i say i flunk something, means i got a B). i was never a straight A student, how unfortunate. but fret not, haha, i was an all-rounder. but lazy! haha. a very crude truth, but i am not afraid to admit! i am humane.

i remember doing not so well in chemistry, and i was utterly disappointed in myself. my chemistry teacher, pn liew (my fav teacher hello, i still wish her happy teacher's day, i am an extremely grateful student, seriously) saw my results and said, science isn't my field and my language results were, very very very well off. and she said i should do arts, not science. i always had respect for what my teachers say, so i considered heavily on what she said.

the following semester, i opted to change from science to foundation in arts. proceeding to do my business subjects. but still economics wasn't my choice. because i always knew since young, i had a thing for writing. i scored a 47/50 on my essay and even suan keng was amazed, he took my essay home to read! haha. wtf. anyway, i write very emotional stories, so one day i shall write it here. my choice back then was to pursue journalism.

if you know, journalism is a rare thing in malaysia. and my sister was against it, saying job opportunities are rare. she suggested economics, and writing financial reports. haha. omg. how 'nice'. so i took on micro and macroeconomics just to see how much i like it. it's fun. common sense. not excited about it, but rather, just a thing i happen to do well in. it was a coincidence.

stocks, equities, futures, forwards, swaps, options, loans, bonds are not my first choices. =)) was never.

i graduated. and i didn't know why i chose metropolitan. it was like a...calling. it's like sleeping one day and waking up the next, already knowing i am heading there. it was a coincidence, but still i went for education fairs and what nots to reaffirm.

when i entered into metro, i was already a month behind schedule for rmit, so instead i picked on curtin hoping to be able to catch up on rmit later on. i was in curtin and in the midst of applying ptptn, i applied for other scholarships as well. star, namingly one, and honda. i actually applied for five scholarships. thank god, i was called for 4 interviews out of the five. i was extremely lucky, and until today, i can't thank god enough, seriously. i was just given the star scholarship form from my sister one day, out of the blues, it was a coincidence.

no one knew i had that many calls because once i got the rmit call, i called off all my other scholarship interviews, including sunway monash. too posh for me, i guess. it wasn't about how posh my uni is, but is where i fit most.

i wasn't very confident because imagine having to compete with people with 12 Hds. i only had 9 distinctions. but i always believed i had an extra something, which not all acing students have, my self-confidence and ability to talk. i was a smooth criminal during the interview.

but i wasn't very keen on the star scholarship. so if you know, star scholarship recipents have to maintain a minimal distinction point. i don't think i can do that. i was instead, offered by ellis (THIS IS WHY I LOVE ELLIS, SHE GAVE ME A SCHOLARSHIP), a metropolitan scholarship. minimal point to achieve : pass. MY LIFE IS UTTER COINCIDENCE.

but half way, they dropped my scholarship, claiming i didn't apply for it. so shikin (my life saviour, i swear jesus loves me), asked me to fill in forms and what nots. days and days of praying and hoping. finally, i got it. fuh. my life is a total coincidence, i swear.

I SWEAR JESUS LOVES ME AND HE SENT SO MANY SAMARITANS ALONG MY PATH. everyday, =)) i still thank god for what he gave me. seriously.

this is how i am here today, with a fairly good enough scholarship with not much requirements. but still allows me to study FOC, nice. doing the major i chose in the end.

hitherto i don't know how can my life be such a coincidence?

xoxo overdose.

i just finished season two of gossip girl. i was a fan of season one i can say. so sorry for the total absence from the blogosphere. i am disappointed that season two is so....boring towards the middle. i mean with the same people dating the same people, it's like back to square one. but as usual i love chuck's and serena's clothes, wtf (that's the whole point of watching right?). and i love love love blair's headbands. haha.

anyways, no spoiler for anyone, just watch it. season three is actually out, and does anyone have it?

secondly, moments before this i was doing an 'emotional intelligence' quiz on fb. which someone asked me to do it. apparently my emotional intelligence isn't high. but i don't know, i find it actually very interesting. i have nil idea what does have high emotional intelligence. let's presume that it means being able to read people's emotions well or, idk. i'm sorry, but i just am not very emotionally driven. IDK why.

hey, does low EQ means having low emotions?? haha. because if that is, now i can tell why i am so brutal and spare no agony. i've been so...... heartless. always have been.

well, business people never allows collusion of emotions and business right?

recently, i've been reflecting a lot. (yes i do reflections) and every break up i've been through, i cried a time or two, and never ever talks about it, not to complete strangers to the situation. maybe a part of me has always loathed sympathy (why do people crave for sympathy? it's yuck and it's...degrading).

four years of pre-u and uni life has taught me a mile. how some people can be trusted, some are just pretentious, some who are truthful to be friends. i mean, wow, this world is definitely made up of a wide variety of people.

anyway, these are a bunch of great people. (someone now is saying all econs&finance students, are evil, because we caused the recession)


Cafe Chulo @ jaya one. not too bad a place. i love love love the potato gratin!

this would have been a pretty shot if...someone's hand wasn't that unstable.

me and jacq the hot! this is jacq's super belated 21st birthday bash. which we carried forward.


very very pretty girls. haha. representative of curtins n rmit. and, AIYAH NO ONE GO CURTIN WAN LAH. curtin-ians to go rmit! curtin was my personal tragedy, i have no idea why i dislike curtin.

anyway, i wish to type more. and update more, but my life has been boring, except for that accident and new clothes. wth. but will be right back, wtf xoxo.

i actually haven't felt smart for the longest time.

this morning was one moment i was overjoyed because i know i did better than expected for ob.

but then tonight, i found out that, even if i try, even if i am intelligent enough, in the end, i am just not.

cause in life there's always a comparison.

but at least i always did the best, i always did my best. and i never gave up.

i never gave up because someone else told me to.

i didn't give up because it was wrong.

because i always fought.

i never gave the excuse that i couldn't do it anymore.

because of all these reasons, no matter how unintelligent i am, i am at my best.

memories ala short's style.

this is a memory post ala short's style. haha. but mine's from 2004. i'm graduating in merely less than 6 months actually. i've grown so so much! and i am actually quite afraid of growing. i am surprised that time actually passes by so quickly.



Church Confirmation Camp @ Camerons Highland which was the best camp ever! but the bathrooms were insanely scary. but i always had nat d'cruz with me, and i actually won Best Actress during drama competition. ok i wont the evangelizing aspect during the day too. haha i still have the prizes.

Confirmation 2004. where i finally completed my program.

what should i name this. haha. this is form 5, and i think i look so much cuter in form 5. haha. sorry, syok sendiri. the usual ponteng session.

form 5 passed by very quickly. this was prom. i was extremely skinny that time due to spm stress. haha.

bidding farewell to chee. beginning of '06. he wanted us to wear school uniform. sorry for the jakun-ness.

HELP university year. this was ben's farewell to philippines to do piloting. he was in the midst of doing his foudation when he left. i miss ah mei. haha.

my sister's wedding in oct '06. abee as my assistant. haha. it was FUN in the middle of the night because we stayed over!

christmas '06 @ laundry. with ee vonn. haha this was my most hated hairstyle, so i always tied it up in a ponytail.

right after curtin sem. i had no memories of curtin. haha. penang!

20th birthday. with aaron.

my first Financial Accounting test, woohoo! haha. i was too excited so i haddddd to take a picture of my results. i barely studied, barely understood the concept of accounting. so i was very proud of myself.

jack's 20th at jack's place!

jin's prom queen celebration, woohoo! this was at pirates ice cream bar, but it closed down, wth.

ipoh '08 which was very very fun! but really, ipoh is not my place. few hours before this picture was taken, i found out i got a HD for my quantitative analysis. woohoo!

impromptu visit to tuna's house after dim sum session. haha. we use to have so much fun. haha.

arthur's drunk day (aka 20th birthday) @ modesto's.

jo's 20th birthday @ fish n co. i like this hairtyle the most and sexy's hairstyle is nicest here. now she's blonde, which is scary.

mei yen's 20th birthday @ ...gasoline. is it? correct me if i'm wrong.

sexy's 20th @ brandon's place. it was tanglung festival as well.

brandon's 20th @ de canter. sei tau kei. the youngest but tallest. hamster! it was supposingly a surprise hello.

sort of farewell for arthur at arthur's place. where we played mahjong!

my 21st, yes, i am the oldest, HOW NOT OBVIOUS RIGHT? haha.

visit to s vien's (sexy no.2) house. which was in putra heights, and i swear you have to pass gunung-ganang and forests to get there. and her house has no signal! oh no. this was one OF THE MANY CNY festival. sorry i won all your friend's money. i went home, very much richer that night.

OB assignment accomplished. haha. i've grown so much!!!!

can i stop growing???

33 fun facts.

*EDITED* haha. sorry i just changed the header, the picture was supposingly for someone, but i guess it quite failed.

i've been wanting to do something out-of-the-box aeons ago.

33 because, 50 is way too many and 10 is no fun. there will be blank notes, because it just simply signifies that i am going to constantly update. fun! haha.

33 fun facts

1. i always check myself out in mirrors/reflective items. haha. extremely vain. doesn't really neccesarily depends on where, but when i mean seriously EVERYWHERE, really everywhere. i mean it. especially in shopping malls. haha. you know, you have mirrors and reflective glasses outside the shops? a-ha.

2. i hate chewing gum and sweets. why do people chew on them? i've seen friends who chew on them for HOURS, don't the gum become soggy after some time? and it becomes tasteless! i haven't chewed on a gum since 12 years old. and i don't consume sweets because i think sweets harm my teeth. i have some kinda 'rotten teeth phobia'.

3. i usually don't mind acting stupid if it makes someone smile. making someone happy makes me feel like someone.

4. i sleep with sleeping eyeshades. and i haven't been sleeping without one for a long time. it has become a habit. please google 'sleeping eyeshades' if you have zilch idea what it is. btw, it's the free thing they give you on airplanes (not air asia).

5. i like to make plans in advance because, i like to plan out my outfits. if i do things spontaneously, i always tend to repeat my outfits, fml man. and i dislike repeating outfits. haha. so if you want to go out with me, please let me know the exact timing. because a girl's gotta get ready, we're not man.

6. i feel absolutely, completely, naked without my watch. so i always wear my watch wherever i go. not wearing a watch makes me feel very naked. i've been wearing a watch since 7 years old. everyday to school, so i am very used to having a watch on my wrist.

7. i cannot differentiate left and right spontaneously. i take like 3 seconds to really tell it's a left or right. and i tell them apart by looking at my watch, my watch is always on my left wrist. haha.

8. i like having time alone. so i don't mind the occasional lone-shopping or the occasional book reading/tv watching etc. but i always make time for myself. either to reflect or relax. and i won't purposely seek for someone to talk to in msn/facebook/sms etc, unless i like you or i am used to talking to you. spending time alone gives me the opportunity to actually feel grounded or humane. if i'm always with someone, i tend to feel very dependent and i hate that kinda feeling.

9. i love post-it notes!!! they're cute and i always wanted someone to leave me cute post-it notes. but i only leave them for myself. how sad. haha. i write everything from addresses to appointments to user steps to phone number to things to do to things to buy to exam schedules on post-it notes! they're adorable. i heart them!

10. i hate people who questions my intelligence. period.

11. i can tolerate heat, but i cannot stand being in the cold. it's excruciating! that really explains the many cardigans, sweaters and pullovers. i am sure everyone has a favourite: the heat or the chill. mine's the heat. thanks!

12. my mother used to say sleeping on a book will make me smart! so when i was young i put books underneath my pillow, thinking i'd be smart. later in life someone told me, it makes me stupid wtfomgbbq man. but i still sleep on books thinking my brains would absorb the knowledge while i was asleep, so screw me. haha.

13. i don't trust easily and i don't believe things/people easily. there's a time to overcome and a sold foundation to build before i can actually believe in someone or something. you can say i am very protective of myself.

14. i like to eat bread! whee. haha. i would choose bread over cookies and biscuits.

15. i have the tendency to reward myself all the time. if you wonder why i like to buy things, i always FIND a reason to buy something. for example, 'i went for all my classes this week, i shall buy myself a pair of shoes' or 'it's been a week since i last bought something, i shall reward myself'. what is a shopping ban for right? i reward my own shopping bans by going shopping! is there some kind of cure for this?

16. you may think i am your usual rihanna-beyonce-britney music fan, but i guess i am a true rocker chick. i love it when the crowd sings along, it usually brings me to tears. haha. i love songs with guitar solos, oh no. occasionally jazz when the time is right. i mean, lady gaga is cute and poker face is adorable, but i just get sick of it very easily.

credits to mindy chung. i love my mraz wannabe picture! i look adow-rable! haha.