two weeks.

yes. i've finally brought my butt to blog about things that has been happening lately. i've been meaning to blog, but just found myself too occupied with other matters. so these are from two weeks ago.

i've got pictures from curve, so these are from 1u. 1u's theme's white lyrical christmas. love the orchestra they had on the day i went. and i absolutely love the grand stage setup.



these pictures are from my weekend gateaway. very random pictures because cam was running out of power. i really need new rechargable batteries! boo-hoo!

yin wai's best friend. but i really prefer a manual navigator. this thing can be a tad bit annoying. hate it when it becomes repetitive. and it can be really ambiguous. i don't know how baby coped with it.

before taking off.

stopover at seremban for the absolutely yummy beef noodles!!! i love! i was completely the navigator in seremban because...does a gps track where is the big market? nevertheless, i am a good GPS. my sense of direction for a girl, is beyond thumbs up. right, hbr1!

being cool with the aviators on the way back! i have no idea why, journeys back home always make me sickly.

wern the stitch. haha. it's jin hoe's. we spent a very quiet christmas at SS2's yippee club.

then it was christmas dinner with the college half! we picked Frames @ Plaza TTDI because it was on my suggestion list alongside with Ditaliane Kitchen. but that can come the next time around. the usual gift exchange we had.

the girls!

some of the food.

i actually really liked the marinara.

the club sandwich i itched to try. but that can wait another time.

complimentary brownie because it was obvious we were celebrating christmas together!

handsome hbr1! and the not very pretty me.

maybe meendee can showcase some of her pictures here. they are all really pretty. price of food range from rm 16.90 to rm 25. but the food that day lacked salty aspect. overall, i loved the ambience and the lightings. but felt so-so for the food. there's definitely room for improvement. i didn't try the chicken and the club sandwich though. how was it actually?

i loved hbr1's peach and something smoothie, but felt bad cause i kept stealing from him. haha.

i had a nice, but not amazing christmas. this christmas felt a little lifeless hahaha. please, i don't want my new year's to be this way. but i got myself a christmas present, and it may seem to be the worst present someone can get for herself, but it made me really happy wtf (please baby, i love the skirt a lot, not that i don't).

seldom do i change my bottle. if you knew me well, you'd know i'd carry my own bottle everywhere i went. sense of security i guess. and my previous bottle brings a lot of unwanted memories.

a new one so hbr1 stops peeling the handle.

been doing a lot of shopping with sze vien and a lot of catching up with friends. so here, wishing all my blog readers, a merry blessed christmas (still not too late, christmas is a 12 days long celebration) and a happy new year.

i have no new year's resolution, because it is utmost useless. people make them, but seldom live up to it. so forget it. i just want a job badly (cause i think i'd fail in the cimb shit).

jingle bells!

hellllllo. i am here for a nice piccie-piccie post! i bet you must be happy, because there has been too many wordy posts for these couple of weeks. but because christmas is just around the corner, it's about time i go into a photo frenzy!

and yin wai went on a things-buying frenzy (shopping is a bad bad word).

dinner for him at ny deli. cute concept but really disliked the fact that the restaurant is of an open concept one. yin wai loved the sandwich (so i guess i need to go find out how to do it). i love the place because my hot chocolate was free (they didn't charge us).

baby is handsome here =)) i guess in a relationship, when you get to pick clothes for your boyfriend, it's a point where it gets serious? hahahahahaha. very cute, he cannot make any decisions on his own, or maybe just too lazy. i am a very cooperative girlfriend, so i do as i am told. i hope he had fun, because i hope to do it again sometime in the future soon.

then on saturday, i had curve in mind. actually it was pavilion, but i guess this year, pavilion is out of my list boohoo (cause i really want yw to play for nationals!! emo lil nemo).

hehe you can ignore my chicken wing arms =((

ikea for meatballs and it was jam packed as usual! then it was curve for...er...sight seeing.

curve's decorations felt a little bit 'fuller' than 1u's maybe because the trees had...leaves. green stuffs. where else at 1u, it was all RANTING wtf. hahaha. whatever it is, it is christmas, so in my heart, they're all pretty. i love my skirt btw.

gazebo?

jam packed. want to take pictures also abit susah.

see me! had to wait for the crowd to dismiss before taking ONE shot.

hehe my first christmas with him =)) and couldn't be anymore happier.

we had a pregnant woman taking this for us. thank you auntie!

i had a fantastic weekend! this weekend will even be better =))

i have been relatively busy because of job interviews. it may seem early to work, but i guess it's about time. succeeding in life is about planning ahead of others. i don't want to compete with anyone who will be returning from ashore. tomorrow's the interview i've been eyeing for. pray hard for me =))

my weird wishlist for Short.

ok i promise short that i would blog. on my wishlist. because she wants to save up to get my 22nd birthday present. (even my boyfriend hasn't asked me what i'd like) she loves me, dearly. i actually didn't intend to put up any christmas or birthday wishlist this time around because, everything i wanted would probably be too expensive. haha.

so i try to be as reasonable as possible. haha.

i need new rechargeable batteries. hahahaha. see, reasonable. i think the ones in the camera are dying! i just got myself a new 2gb memory card, but the battery keeps dying. so get me new rechargeable batteries!

hahahaha. man, hilarious.

i want skirts! omg. i think i am addicted to skirts. i feel in love with the ruffled grey silk skirt in cotton on. but ah, i go act cool so my boyfriend wouldn't get it for me, fml. then cotton on closed. is this fate or what? i want high waisted one with thick waist bands.

this one's euro 165. fml, i just have to like anything which is expensive and i can't afford it.

this one's really really cute too!

i also want a pair of leggings. everytime i try to make myself buy one, i find myself reasoning that i don't need it. hahaha. but i want one. so to get one, i need someone to get it for me.

here comes the RIDICULOUS list lor. hahaha

i no longer want a bloody blackberry. i want an N97, so fuckin' awesome! I LIKE A LOT! =(( i am still gonna use the dinosaur phone till i save enough to get an N97. Leighton Meester used it in her video Good Girls Gone Bad, featuring Cobra-something (yes, Starship). zomg, so chio can die. i want!


almost the same price as the N97, hahahaha, I WANT AN LV NEVERFULL DAMIER, because all chun chicks use a neverfull wat! ahahahaha. i am a big-bag lover so the neverfull would be just nice. =)) i don't want the monogram one.

sigh, if really poor, and still want to buy me a designer handbag, get me a longchamp lo. i don't consider replicas, sorry.

ahem....you can also save up to get me...vouchers from cotton on, a chio purse, BUT must be really chio. don't know lah, i am really particular when accepting gifts. or a new, spanking brand new, bulky leather strapped watch. because i see the one i wear, i want to throw on the wall, my ex gave it to me. sad thing is, i really like that watch. hahaha.

die die die, don't know what to give, just draw me a card like my bestie always does. or....buy me a mug. i have something for mugs. hahaha. GOOD NIGHT!

i've had such a bad week that no words can describe. maybe in years to come, i will put this out in public, but maybe not. because this matter is so close to heart. in my perspective, it is the pride of my life. to many, it may seem, rather shameful in conservative aspects. but never to me. it's not that i am hiding this personal matter, more of, putting in this blog is way too public.

i've been so down, that now it feels so great to be feeling slightly happier again.

2009 has been quite a year i must say. loads of decisions made, different paths taken and unexpected incidents.

well this year, i took a brave step and left my three year relationship. out of my comfort zone. i didn't make much initiative to explain myself why i did it. however, i find there's no need to explain to parties who had no role to my personal life. people judged and talked, believed what they believe, and i allowed, but i haven't regretted one bit. because whatever decision i made, i believe is right. for me.

at times of making decisions, i used to be someone who took too much of other people's consideration. then when i grew up, people who judged are just arseholes in life. they're unimportant. their thoughts are insignificant. and their opinions are just...amateur-ish.

what is important is that, i am really happy. and it tells. (my boobs grew! haha)

yin wai has been the sweetest at times when i need him most. and though as judged by sze vien who thought he has the bad boy look, is convinced he is a good man. haha. and i love him more ever dearly. =))

ps. please remind me to video and to save it in proper format.

i wished i can speak about the pain i've, in a way, chosen, to go through. the pain seems so surreal. feels like a miracle, yet such a tragic story.

maybe in years to come, i will have the guts to tell it out like a story. with a picture. my pride.