random shit.

ok this time around we talk clothes. as in a serious topic on clothes. this post because i find i have always been granted very slight chances in explaining myself when wearing something. so have i been accused and there was not an opportunity to explain.

so there it is.

firstly, i pick out my outfits, depending usually on two factors : my company and the venue. let's see how this works. my clothes are divided into, clothes for classes, clothes for going out with other half, et-F-c. i don't wear what i wear to class when i am out dating UNLESS clothings are versatile enough to suit both ocassions.

my perspective of comfort clothes is tank top, shorts/mini and cardigan. it just means i am in my comfort zone. usually meant for movies or hanging out for no reason. rarely for classes. not the tank top. usually.

for classes are usually all the time pullovers. thick jackets. or 'long enough' dresses topped up with cardigan. reason is, classes are cold. so i rarely remove pullovers. removing pullovers is troublesome. so it's either i wear it, and never remove it, OR I DON'T WEAR IT. simple.

and now, my boyfriend ask, why do i always have the tank top and skirt outfit when i am out with him. simple. the answer is, that's my dating outfit. i absolutely adore the high waisted poofy skirt because it's conservative like me, yet very feminine. i only wear this, when i want to look my best. sigh.

i have my favourites. so yeah there's the reason. haven't you got a favourite outfit?

so my tank tops + skirts are usually for really special moments with a special person. it's my favourite outfit combination. hands down.

i usually feel prettiest in a pair of high waisted skirt and a tank top.

the prophecy

i just got back from 2012. and i just have to blog. shamelessly, i loved the show. it was filled with emotions. it was sad and touching at parts. totally grossed out at some. hilarious at moments. and was joyous towards the end. (sorry mun choon choon if you hated it =(()

in my facebook, someone said '2012 is life changing'. i partially agree with his statement, but in my perspective, 2012 made me realize life, so much more than i did before.

it made me realize that life's too short. reminded me to not give up on loving. reminded me to take a chance on things i believed and had faith in. never look back because life's too short for regrets.

that was sadly the only plus point.

sad thing is, it also made me asked myself, 'so i've learnt all these awesome currency and all these awesome strategies in stock trading, credit risk watching, i am a smart child when it comes to legally gambling and analyzing legal gambling, but when the world comes to an end, how can i help make a change?'. no economy is gonna matter, no currency is going to matter, no financial instruments are going to matter. it's just us against nature.

i ...took the wrong major. HAHA. ok. sorry that was silly.

however, the big question is, if you were given that one magical chance worth 1 billion euro, would you embark on that almighty ark?

i won't. i won't watch the people i love die. the worst kind of pain is to watch the people you know and love die, and yet to survive ourselves. it's the heaviest circumstance one's got to endure. if nature's going to take its own course, so will i follow, because i am sure if it happens, God has planned it. now the thing is, how much you believe in God?

unless, i get to bring along everyone i love and care for. my house. my clothes. my bla bla bla. wth, i am a sentimental person. stubborn hard as stone is, but definitely, soft at heart.

what about you?

obligatory camwhore shot! forgive the pimples. contagious, got it from hbr1. tsk. i had GREAT fun today getting lost for an hour searching high and low for gasoline. jeez.

hungry monster.

Pictures from dinner at San Francisco steakhouse hours ago. feeling tremendously sleepy. so this will be a real short post. with piccies!

preferred the previous san francisco's menu. it seemed as if they revamped their menu and shrank it quite a bit. very disappointing because i initially wanted the black pepper rib eye steak. i am a sucker for meat.

accompanying complimentary bread. love the garlic butter. i love anything with garlic, butter, cheese, onion. very guilty. hahahaha.

my f-awesome favourite among all dishes! escargots! with garlic cream sauce. i literally licked the platter clean.

food piccies! need not much commentary.

mine! sucker for any type of meat. lamb!

sister's lamb rack.

that's a short food piccies post for you. salivating yet?

random babbling.

i want to go on a strict diet. seriously. no more rubbish food. vege and h2o all the way. my skin has been so baddddd. ewww! ok, we can't really call it diet, maybe like routine. can someone fix my body clock for me!! it's 4 am and i am sitting in front of the laptop, eating chocolate mousse cake, listening to michael buble. omg. i am fat. NO wait. i am not fat, just unhealthy. i am still underweight.

okay i need to learn how to sleep early. eat healthy. wake up early. drink so much water that i'd puke. and exercise! i never ever exercise.

and wait for my results. wah, this is so depressing. waiting for results has got to be the most depressing thing to do. like anticipating death!

ok. i have no idea what i am doing here. i am just bored while waiting for me, to be sleepy. this is damn sad right. and i just so happened to open my Buble live in madison square list. he is awesome. i mean, how can some people never heard of him before? damn lame. hahahaha. seriously. no joke. i like him in a way...that i don't even know which song of his is my favourite! but i absolutely love his madison square performance! i would be talking to yin wai and crazy little thing called love comes on and i'll be 'oh this is my favourite song!'. he'd go 'but so elvis!'. haha. then you don't know me would come on and i'll be gleeing 'this is my favourite song!'. indecisiveness. sigh. how to not fall in love with a man like buble. youtellme.

oh wells, just a random update.

i've been reading on nora robert's tribute. i've already read like.....7 of her novels i guess. i have 3 to read over here. she is an ingeneous author. her books are f-awesome. i really like adele park too. i mean, besides all the jk rowling. nora roberts is like a-may-zing. her In The Garden trilogy was good. but Montana Sky has to be my favourite =)). damn cheong hei. ok if you're bored, go get a nora roberts novel. awesome.

can you tell me that i am actually not a boring person. i mean, how many 21 year olds read nora roberts and listens to buble. ok i am boring. but really adorable! haha.

anyways! updates tomorrow. just to entertain my Sexy Yapsze. =)) oh bai.

went up the hill and rolled down.

oh hai. i promise YapSze i would blog. so here i am.

holidays is boring as hell can be. how boring can hell be? how's hell like anyways. it's just this sort of mixed feeling about holidays. happy that exams are over, finally. but sad because study life has come to an end. when there was exams, studying was boring as HELL. now that there's no more exams, no aim when waking up in the morning (or afternoon in my case), life is as boring as it can be because i have got nothing to do! shit.

and so i've been wanting to catch some movie. specifically time traveller's wife. and tsunami. but tsunami's no more showing. time traveller's wife looks like a real sad show. really.

ANYHOWS. haha. 'cheong hei' ah. anyhows! dickson ffk-ed yin wai and i. BUT fret not!!! i have yin wai. BUT tickets just have to be sold out. OMG DAMN CHEONG HEI CAN DIE! in conclusion, we got tickets for tomorrow.

and i went up some hill! (ok, halo, sister if you read this, just quiet ok! thanks)

i missed genting like shit, seriously.

i am shoooo purrrdey. hahaha.

oh hai, i hate your shirt!

at coffee bean! so brave hor, had ice blended and it was freezing and i was in short skirt!

i mean, it was no ordinary thing for two young people to do. but it was REALLY FUN! beating the cold, do 'kou lan tou' stuffs like drinking ice blended in chilly air. omg. ons. then losing our ways in between those gazillion escalators. le sigh. genting is all love and no play! haha.

and so this is my blog post just to entertain Big Bola. hahaha.

anyway, these pictures are from before leaving house.

usually outfit pictures are updated in twitter. but i had no time to upload it. I WANT A BLACKBERRY! i dreamt that my sister got me a Blackberry. yin wai just had to wake me up from my sweeeet dream. and when i start work, i will get myself a blackberry, youwatchmeitellyouiamsodamndeadserious!

ANYWAY! since christmas is coming! yalah, you heard me. all i want is a blackberry. nothing else. understand? sigh. christmas. cannot ask too much. i want a pair of watch too!!! i still like that tommy hilfiger one i saw. HAHAHAHA. what! you think i like Guess watches ar, dowan please, overrated. ahhhh, christmas is coming. so excited. youwatchlah, when i work, I GOING TO BUY MYSELF ALL THESE SHIT.

i swear. seehowseriousiam!

haha. okay good night! thank you for sparing few minutes of your life in my blog. thank u thank u.

Untitled updates are good for the soul.

oh hai. good morning. it's 7.25 am. and i am awake. i am on holidays, so it's a rare thing to see me awake at such an ungodly hour. i fell asleep at 1.20 am, surprise surprise much. jolted up at 4.34 am to make a call, wth. but eventually i did fall back asleep. but wtf, i woke back up at 5.30 am thinking i used the wrong information to derive my correlation coeffiecient and beta. omg. really fml.

i panicked for a moment. haha. this sounds really silly. i thought i used the standard deviation of market multiplied with the s.d. of the company to derive the beta. why would i multiply these two. then i realized i used it when deriving my correlation coefficient. haha. i used the variance of the market to derive the beta. and i thought of all these things IN BED, without looking at the book for formulas.

ok boring things aside, i am done with exams! wheee! cartwheels/

i really can't tell if i did ok because now, after everything, i keep thinking i made mistakes. didn't draw enough conclusions, didn't explain enough, maybe i used the wrong information, explained TOO MUCH and drew too little conclusions etc. and some, i don't even know the answers (thank you, investment).

all i can do is pray hard... and worry even more. trust me on the worrying part.

so, after all the chaos and havoc for finals, whee, i got to finally do what i wanted to do all week long. which was, VISIT COTTON ON IN 1U!! yes you heard me, whee, cotton on is in malaysia!

lunch at otak-otak place. i really like this place. simply because of the deco.

blurry picture sorry forgot to check.

menus were in forms of exercise books, very very cute.

table number cards in happy family cards! chio!

i like otak-otak a lot. especially those from muar and which are too oily to actually be eaten. unhealthy food is yummy food, really. look at mc d's.

in cotton on, i was a little girl in a candy store! for many reasons. because everything is chio and cute there! no.2, the clothes are reasonably cheap! 50% of forever 21, nice huh. i couldn't decide what i want, haha. drawbacks, it feels as if there's not much selections. andddddd, the worst thing EVER, i can't fit into their size 6....which is their smallest size. wtf.

however, if you stood there and you tried converting their AUD prices into MYR, at the current exchange rate, it is actually....wayyyyy cheaper. i have no idea why.

despite not being able to fit in the smallest size, i still grabbed an awesome skirt and will bring it to the tailor later, fml seriously.

whee! yin wai goes grocery shopping! hahahahahahahahahaha. poor baby, the things he has to do for me. hahahahahaha. you should've seen his face when i was at the HYPER (not super)market, to get chicken wings and a bottle of yoghurt. and he asked if i was going to eat the yoghurt. hahahahaha. i said 'no it's for my face' HAHAHAHA. ahhh FHL! (eh but then he doesn't look handsome here how come)

love much!

Oh hai.

one day.

i have all my life, been raised, fed and grew up in pj. however, my parents are from seremban, negeri sembilan. we seldom make trips backs. i have no idea why. i return, maybe like, twice a year. once during the cny, once during all soul's day (cheng beng-like festival for catholics like me). but for the past two years, i haven't been returning for all soul's day because it often fell on dates during my examination period. but this year, because i am only sitting for three paper, i guess i felt i should really make time to return.



another main reason i chose to go back was because i haven't had the yummy food in seremban for a long time. everytime i returned during the cny, we always had food from my grandma's place because likely everywhere else is closed.



i had a really long night before. but managed to grab proper sleep before the journey back.



first of was our favourite beef ball noodles. nothing like the ones u find in lai foong, petaling street. this is way better. but i can't say much for the ambience though. it is in a market. wet market to be exact.



old school, double storey market. very smelly and dirty. but people actually hang out there. maybe because there is no starbucks. you could really tell we were the outcasts in the market. everyone was in rubber slippers and pyjamas (in my context, t-shirt and rubber shorts are pyjamas!). and i was in ballet flats, equipped with hobo bags. haha. i adore this place. instills a nostalgic feel in me.

this has got to be our favourite beef ball noodles stall!!

very scrumptious because of the bits of salted lettuce (ham choi?) and the fried up nuts! i adore the stomach parts.

then we headed up to the cemetary to pay visits to the deceased. er..........no pictures. you want meh? haha. and i have never met these people in my life. it always gives me a heavy feeling because i've only seen them through pictures. and so i've heard so many great things about my grandpa, aunt and maternal grandma.

we stopped by awhile Por Por Sally's place. apparently her daughter is a lecturer in rmit, melbourne. but really, there are so many relatives, i can't really remember anyone at all.

she lives in a really old-school place. i've never seen any house like that in my life before. hahaha.

old-school spiral staircase. i love staircases like this! why people don't make them anymore?

modern decoration on an antique chair. hahaha. such a face because i was already dead tired.

lastly on the agenda was cendol. which ain't that impressive. definitely not as impressive as the one on penang road! nonetheless, a great treat after such a hot day!

and so that was my one day back to seremban! until today, i cannot remember roads in seremban, sadly. but i am good in roads in melaka and penang.

okay, shall go back to books!

Wheeeeeeeeeeee!!

Rambles dambles.

the only reason why i am here, blogging about my randoms shiznits, is because i am sick of studying gosh. i just, PARTICULARLY, hate this topic. i like fixed income securities valuation, but not management for fixed income securities. haha. i don't like managing this shit. i do not want to become a bond fund manager. no.

so i need a break from that shit.

there are no pictures nor videos these days because, i, yours truly, lost the sd memory card. fml seriously. one second it was on my study table, couple of days later, it VANISHED. how can that happen. like magic. really. no joke. maybe my dad or mum is a magician. like, a secret job. i don't know. you really will not believe how devastated i was when i lost it. i had the maid help me shift all the tables so i could look beneath. had to make munyinwai search the car too. i thought the card was going to cost me rm400. ok whatever, cut the damn story short, i managed to get a new one. a 2 gb wan somemore, don't mess with me itellu.

i am more than excited about tomorrow, because i am going to get it tomorrow. please pray i do not get lost in digital mall. excited, because, it just means, i can take pictures of myself, food, skies, myself, random bits of life and more of myself! hahaha.

but wait, there's a bad note, no videos until at least 30th of october. i am having my final finals (final finals, because, yeah muffinmctuffin, i am graduating! if i don't fail). i just did my first paper on tuesday. i was both, scared and excited. actually more of scared than excited. shit scared. no joke. my hand is still sore from tuesday.

these frigging ECON papers, they make you write like you type on those facebook games (there, the one test how fast you type, typewriter maniac, some bozo like that). no joke. serious. but i was shit lucky i managed to finish my 6 essays. though unsure of 1.

i have two more papers left, which are open book exams. i am shit worried about them. don't think i am kiasu and all the shits can? rmit exams have the own drawbacks. the economics papers are always closed book papers, but they give you 2 hours to do 6/8 essays. crazy. open books, are open books lorh, but then, it's like them telling you 'ok i give you a book, but do you think it will help?'. HAHA. serious.

so yeah, because i am bogged down with exams, i won't video anything till i finish my exams.

i can't really think of what to type. but then i really want to eat the pork noodles at SS15, the pork ball noodles from seksyen 17, bak kut teh, fish and chips, spaghetti bolognese, pizza from pizza hut, THAT BEEF PIE FROM DOME, shit. feels as if i've been fasting for a month!

and i've been so unhappy these days okay. shit, my other half said he is partnering a girl for a project. wah lao, i was OF COURSE unhappy lah shit. but he ask, of course i must maintain my cool and say no. haha, jia jia cool all the shit. i drew a picture of him, and stabbed it with a pen knife, no, really. so i've been unhappy for two days already, shit myself. then i pulled myself back together of course. anyway, because i realized he was quite tom piah, want to partner girl for something you need to build. hahahahaha. is like a guy partnering me in carpentry class. HAHAHAHA. is like, taking the path ....of doing all the rough work. okay lah, considering so, i felt i should forget about it. FUH. hahaha.

(AND HE JUST HAD TO COMPLIMENT HER. SERIOUSLY WANT TO DIE.)

ok bai.