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HELLO EVERYBADI! how are you! hahaha. it is 2.21am now, and i'm dead sleepy. but thought i'd post something for the week. i had an awesome awesome fawesome weekend, thanks to @munyinwai! but i am feeling slightly down now because jacky cheung is playing on my playlist. such emotional and touchy songs (though i do not understand what he sings most of the time fml).

had a very very long day today. tried to take a nap in the noon, but couldn't fall asleep. gosh. spent rm18 for a blow and dry at the saloon because i was just merely accompanying the hubby. urgh. wasted rm18. my life sucks. i just didnt want to sit there and wait. sides i was really lazy to wash my own hair (wtf?! lol). you see, i didn't wash my hair in the morning, hahahaha. zomg, dirty.

the usual movie + date night out with hubby on a saturday night.

rushing the shit outta me is what he does best.

can't tell if i really liked karate kid the movie. touchy at some points. but realllllly draggy. felt like forever. the goddamn show was 2.5 hours. WTH?! i understand if it's lord of the rings! but, karate kid?!?! haha. but if you're bored to your wits, go ahead. moderate entertainment.

nicely blown rm18 hair, fml, i hate you mun yin wai! rarrrr! i have been having crazy breakouts! i do not know why. =( so upsetting. so i've been trying some cream which dries out the pimple fast, but it's so drying, it dries the skin around my pimple. sigh. thanks to all those keropok at work, and all the peanuts and the lack of water. ahhh! does anyone know any miraculous cure?! i am moving into my new company soon and i don't want to be breaking out by then!

yes! i will be moving in no time! because of the hike in salary =) yay! and also a better position. though smaller company, definitely i feel it's a less stressful work place. happy workplace + higher salary + better position = new job! yay! so um, wish me luck? i've met my boss, very very nice laidback chap. hopefully he is kind. /fingers crossed

till then!

what a girlie thing!

hello everyone! after such a long hiatus, i believe i should compensate with something good. i don't believe this post will be something good for everyone, but it will serve the girls well!

so since i started working, i've been scouting for random things all the time (shopping, ahem). and since i've been working, i find myself needing a lot of other nonsense! fml. read ahead to see what beauty items i've so far favourited!


the maybelline gel eyeliner. i believe i saw this gel eyeliner from a youtuber before. but i could never find it in malaysia. so when diana, my work buddy, was raving about how amazing this is, i had to go and see. i personally prefer using liquid eyeliners because they stay on the entire day and gives a dramatic effect instead of a smokey one.

so instead of spending rm 70++ on a bobbi brown gel eyeliner, i found this sweetheart. and sze vien would love this! the maybelline gel eyeliner comes with its own exclusive brush (which i think ain't that exclusive cause it's not too good to use). it stays on the entire day and doesnt smear. bravo! extremely affordable at only rm 35+. good news for yap sze vien!

i have seriously been living alongside this next item, which would be skin food's bb cream. it gives you the completely flawless skin (only if your skin is already 60% flawless lah). it is just seriously something which you've been using and will decide you can't live without it anymore. fml. not too costly, just rm 55 for a tube, which likely will last you 3 to 4 months.

which this, you will just need the bb cream + loose powder + blusher to complete a fair and radiant outlook (which is obviously fake, but do we care?). I swear by my bb cream! but live it aside on sundays so my skin breathes!

the effects of the next product is nothing to shout about. we're talking about the vaseline's total moisture lotion. I ABSOLUTELY LOVE HOW IT SMELLS!! so does my boyfriend! however, the downside of this product is that, the moisturizing effect will not last too long. i still use it before i go to bed. but when i know i will be stuck in an air cond room for hours, i use the QV lotion, which is way moisturizing than this.

oh, this is only rm 3.90! steal!

the face shop quick&clean first aid gel. makes a not too bad pimple gel. but really nothing to rave about because it's pretty costly. i can't remember too well, but it should be around rm 30 for a small tube as picture above! smells really nice, nothing like those oxy tea tree shit you people use and swear by, but never works. i still prefer my nexcare blemish patches (hearts long time yo!)!

and still sticking to my ordinary skin care routine. i hate the moisturizer, it smells like mosquito repellent i use before i go into the jungle. =( but i love clinelle. it's one of the most affordable skin care products which actually works!

been shopping for shoes (and clothes) a lot! my small collection now has grown from maybe 3 pairs of flats and 2 pairs of heels up to maybe 10 ballet flats and 6 pairs of heels! still not a fan of sandals or slippers. anything with a bow or flower, my colleagues will say 'this is so marianne!', which is true. what a girlie girl.

i still spend a lot of time hunting for working clothes! and pencil skirts! yay!

this is hubby, who wants an iphone 3g, but there's no stock at the moment! but hubby has gone crazy over clothes just like me! haha.

dinner at d'italiane kitchen, i love the spicy beef bacon aglio olio! but hubby's smoked duck pasta was damn yummy too! da-yumn. i been packing a lot of fats at all the wrong places. how not to when hubby only feeds me with things like italiannies, and loads of cheese and loads of sushi zanmai. fml. i hate myself for not being able to say no.

but it is FOOD!

=) before dinner yesterday. i wished i had a picture of my high waisted pants, it's so uber cute!

catching up.

hellllo everyone from up above and down below, wtf. i am back with a post, at least for now. the reason for my absence is that, the batteries for the camera has konked out. fml. and i am definitely too poor to get new batteries. besides that, i've been busy growing up. meaning that, i've been too busy with work, and when i am not busy with work, i am just tired. fml. as i grow older by each day, i take the camera out less often and use the BB more often. hahaha. so forgive me for the terrible pictures quality, they're taken by my BB.

i still love the pictures by BB because my skin SEEMED flawless. it is unfortunately 100% not flawless. especially when i've been avoiding the h2o and consuming too much coke! fml. i am officially a coke addict, let me tell you.

whatever it is, updates! i've been shopping too much lately, i swear. so for this month i've been buying things i need, rather than things i want. the hubby is right, he says what for buy when i only wear it like twice a wear. BUT OMG, I JUST WANT IT! it's ok, patience, wait for some goddamn sales. at the moment, i just really want brand new batteries. yay!

pictures of me which aren't too new. it's been on fb since forever. but to show, i've been eating whole load of shit since i've started working. i've been putting on some pounds, all at the wrong areas. and my boyfriend is against it.

sides that, i've been spending insufficient time with my other half because we now have terrible working schedules. FOL! so we face SHIT at times, but thank god we make up pretty ok. considering the fact that we're bonded and tied up in many ways! (hahahaha LAUGHS OUT LOUD!)

and there's a confirmed official trip to Phuket with the rest in January. yummy! (don't know what so yummy, i hate islands, they are boring)

so back to story. so every moment we spent, i spare him loads of lovin'!

i get some too!

this was just now, at Italiannies. back to where we started hubby! i was craving for spinach and artichoke formaggio since last week. no idea why.

wah lao, what's with the bitchy face? this was before all the iphone seduction! (pssst, someone's gonna get an iphone tomorrow, and I AM EXCITED because now i want an iphone, not a BB!! rarr!)

hahaha, my faves since many years ago. classic carbonara and spinach and artichoke formaggio! exquisitely yummy! and fattening. this is what's been helping me pack the pounds on my cheeks (no where else). and thighs fml.

some camwhore pictures to prove i am still me, just busier than i used to be.

i got my haircut today, i was lucky my hairdresser was in! so now i have shorter than usual locks. i would've opted for an inch cut but then he said i needed to get rid more so my locks would be healthier. i really like healthy hair, so being a sucker for it, i went way shorter than what i wanted. no regrets. i hate dry, scrunched up hair. DISGUSTING.

prettier pictures. hahahahaha. FYL for having to bear with these shit. can you see how nice and healthy my hair is? hahaha. /flips hair. hahaha.

ok i am tired and pissy now, because i don't have an iphone. and BB sucks. bai!

mia!

More than a month since my last post. When I get new batteries for the camera, i will post! I will update on my work, my life with hubby and details regarding my new wardrobe wtf. hahaha. really.

i used to spend so much time on vlogs and as such, but now? oh man, i have aged too much!

does pictures from BB count?

one year.

today marks my one year anniversary with yin wai. i just can't help but to agree how fast time flies. i can't possibly say everything was smooth sailing all these while, but i guess those bumps along the way made it all a little more meaningful.

there were many questions on how everything happened. and some have even tried to judge on how things happened. but i can tell you, there were no regrets involved.

we started of rather very mysteriously. but i guess the mystery kept my heart. the guessing and the waiting. the knowing, but not really knowing.

from the first confessions up till today, i am still very interested in this person i've known since the yester-years. and i can tell all the girls out there, at the end of the day, it is not how rich is he, nor what car he drives, nor if he has 3 houses. it is the fact that, how happy can he make you. yin wai makes me delightfully happy.

i remember the days when i tried to always keep my eyes off his eyes. because i felt if our eyes met, i'd fall in love with this stranger. stranger because i don't know how he feels for me. will he fall for me, just the way i fall for him if our eyes met? or will i get hurt just like the times before?

time flies because ever since i had him in life, all i look forward to are my weekends. doesn't matter if we have nothing to do, we'd just desperately figure out something to do. doesn't matter if no one bothers to ask us to do anything, because i can just spend my night smelling his cologne, usually on the right side of his shirt, wtf. and when saturdays end, i look forward to next friday. sundays to thursday don't seem to exist.

and i can't thank him enough for making my life seem to matter again. can't thank him enough for the times i'm at fault. and especially can't thank him enough for the times he'd given me chances when i've sinned so bad, it hurts him. can't thank him more for being there for me when i breakdown, or am pain physically. can't thank him more for changing small ways like his willingness to go shopping. can't thank him enough for forgiving the abusive side of me. can't thank him anymore for webcamming with me everynight since we've had each other. can't thank him more for allowing me to fall asleep, hugging his arms in the weirdest manner, till it gives him cramps. can't thank him much more for tolerating me when i go crazy. can't thank him enough for giving us a chance. and can't thank him any much more for making me a very very very happy girl. and can't thank him enough for loving me.

and i have to thank god for granting me such a wonderful person. for such a charming person.

have you ever been in love and felt proud of that person? because i've been feeling so for a year already.

if you are reading this, mun yin wai, i love you. so much more than you think a person can actually love. you will always have me, through thick and thin, good and bad times, through sickly times, and through health, rich or poor, as long as you want me there.

life after training.

hola people! just another random update from me. i have officially started my job. not to say i didn't get paid all along. but yes, the drift is finally here.

first day has been awfully challenging. but on the second day, it was easier on me. i can't wait for the coming next week, because then i really get to focus on what i really have to do.

last monday and tuesday were spent at PD for team building. though i was at first, dreading it, it turned out to be awesome. the activities weren't as heavy as activities i had during my foundation team building.

had a very very bad stomach when we were on our way to PD. just had to make the bus driver make a stopover, fml. i look like a happy child thank you.

one of the activities. repelling, just the same as absailing. the last absailing i had was 3 storeys high. now it's 9 storeys high, fml. if you knew me well enough, i am afraid of heights. but surprisingly i did very very well. i was mighty mighty steady as compared to others, who were crying, shivering/shaking, shouting at the belayer. i just went down when i was told, brave me.

my trusted main belayer. the other one down there is tim, is he even qualified to belay me wtf. but i did well. we had other activites such as night orienteering, but how do we take pics in the middle of the night in the jungle? pfft.

that's me, in the air. haha.

at the end, our graduation. very emotional, but not as emotional as what i have for you below.

on the last day of training, was our presentation. so we spent the night before scribbling little notes because the presentation is very important. we had wealth management people and branch managers over, so it was tres important.

still my colleague now.

very corporate like. diana's introduction.

while waiting for our turns to speak.

my presentation was very very successful. haha i can't possibly say my presentation is beautiful right. perasan. but it was good because everyone was actually listening and paying attention. unlike a few people who presented, especially the second group, where there were branch managers falling asleep. it was too long and lengthy. and being the last group, we tried very very hard to cut everything short.

then after lunch, we were all being very very emotional because during lunch...when diana said 'aww, this is ur last lunch together', she starting pouring tears, and that made me cry also. and everyone was like 'wtf?' we came to this training as very different individuals, and fought to find our own friends etc. there were significant age gaps, but surprisingly all of us got together very very well. we bonded over gossips, pepper lunch, SHOPPING and more SHOPPING.

so after lunch, we were given the opportunity to speak a few words. and they volunteered me the last. because even my closing presentation almost made them cry, likely, my speech would make them cry. i didn't even have to say anything, i just stood there, and lydia started the tears. and as i spoke, it's so weird because the guys started to tear as well.

sorry for making you people cry! i miss training already! thank god i still see diana when i am willing to take a walk to dataran, which i usually do. =)

cough cough!

hola! it's really early on a sunday morning. but i am up early to study a bit for tonight. tonight seems important cause for all the heads up from mr martin, miss malar and julian sim.

sides all the oh-ah, i am sick! =( feels crappy as ever. during grooming class last week it felt as if i was going to vomit and pass out. urgh. but less worries, i've already gone to the doctor and she said it's the weather thingy. so everyone, drink more water and honey. you won't want to end up like me!

it's already the last week of training at MA. soon i'd be posted to my designated location. not mentioning where here. feels a lil scary but can't wait for the thrill.

=) hbr1 and i.

tomorrow morning i head for PD for team building. i hope it's not a heavy team building session =(. i will need all the energy i can get for thursday.

seems like the sales have already started =). hehehe. but i think clothes are the last things i need right now. ugh. hahaha. i first, need to completely reorganize my wardrobe, because it is completely a mess! sigh. i need to throw out things i do not need anymore, and designate a spot for working clothes wth.

ok pack for the very last time! tah!

effort on updating.

hello everyone! feels as if my blog has died! working/training life is still just as good. it's tiring, but when you think about the money coming in, it feels alright, hahaha. just try not to think about all the liabilities you have, then life is good.

i've learnt much during my training, but still think that these on-the-job training will be more useful. no point learning things theoretically anymore. nonetheless, there are alway a few things i particularly like learning, for eg, unit trusts, structured products, i really like the laws tied to banking world too. haha. so weird i know.

next week's schedule will be more hyped up with all the skill learning and self image practice! can't wait. oh wells, clothes and make up are girl's favourites /hearts!

i've gained substantial amount of weight but all at the wrong places. sigh. especially the thighs and face. i was way beyond fatter during the first week, but i've cut down on er, intake, and has taken initiative to participate in some sports. hahaha. thus, no longer looking as fat as i was in week one at training! i sound very happy about my fats, yes i am. without a doubt. i look much healthier. breakfast, eating on time, sleeping on time, makes me healthier i guess.

these are some recent pictures (without specs haha). when there's work in life, i spend less time making the effort to whip out a camera to take pictures.

yin wai turned 23 recently, though busy with work, i found some spare time to celebrate this wondrous day with him =) his first birthday with me as a girlfriend. tres memorable. =) however, i am not good with surprises, thus a rather normal birthday dinner and a card, wtf. so cheapo. hahaha. i hope you were happy, baby!

fatter me!

birthday boy at TGIF! =) we couldn't finish our food, cause the portion was hugggge. ok fine, it was just me.

goofy me still try to have fun.

then baby spent some birthday moments with the others. but i only took pictures of the early birds. really, can you tell i no longer can be bothered with taking pictures? hahaha.

patricia n yin ho! were too early. hahaha.

baby and i. and my aunt loves my cotton on top. hahaha. i actually looked really bad in it. but adding on a belt just made it look so grecian, that it actually appears to look nice on me! hahaha.

over the past four weeks, i've developed my own style of my own to work. i love florals and chiffon. anything high waisted, but yet to find a great high waisted working pants. and i've improved on make up skills! i just had to brag about this because i'm literally in love with my new bb cream! it's just so easy, i should've gotten this earlier. hahaha.

it only takes the bb cream, loose powder and blusher to look presentable. =) shhhhoooo proud of myself. i've decided to get the bb cream from skin food after i realized my usual foundation is drying up the skin area beneath my eyes too quickly and doesnt last long enough from 7.30 am to 6.30 pm. and it's mighty mighty oily too. =) proud of my own choice! hahaha, and it's really inexpensive.

anyway, it's time for me to sleep! it's way beyond my usual bedtime. =( more updates next time around!

14th.

yes! happy chinese new year peeps! it is surprising much considering i am back again, wtf. i am sure many has bailed me and my blog out. aww man! i hope my hbr1 hasn't given up on me. hahaha. at least he still bookmarks me.



chinese new year has been so far.... extremely hot. is this like a symptom of global warming or just that chinese new year is here? i can't even take a nap because it's too hot (i refuse to on the air cond wtf stingy. actually just helping the environment, hahaha).



the first day of chinese new year has been relatively different as compared to the rest because valentine's day just happened to fall on the same date. auspicious-some. so there's a handfull of pictures of hbr1 and i on this fawesome day!



the long-time-no-see camwhore shots in the car. haha. glasses to accompany my other half. we do not have matching t-shirts or whatsoevah. so we figured the glasses the closest. do i look mighty mighty geeky?

at Curve!

please ignore my fat thighs. they're really insignificant. haha, yes i've put on weight after all the training in bangi, god knows why. i eat and sleep only in that place. oh i sit to listen to talks too. oh i sometimes play badminton!

we have concluded we look better in glasses when taking pictures. haha. other times we look like crap.

my very pretty grecian top from kitschen. i'm doing too much kitschen and nichii these days.

there was practically nothing to wander about in curve, so we headed towards sunway pyramid for dinner. i've always wanted to try pepper lunch after reading about it in tziaaa.com. and if you knew me well enough, i am a sucker for all things with pepper. especially black pepper. i'd never opt for any other sauce if there's black pepper sauce in the list. long live the pepper!

the verdict is...if you read my twitter, i absolutely love love love pepper lunch!!! let me tell you why!!!

i love anything where i can cook myself on...especially if it sizzles. jacoon much! hahaha! and i love when my rice has a buttery taste!!! zomg. and i love beef (i had the beef one). and i LOVE PEPPER! hahaha. i love garlic, so i naturally picked the garlic soy sauce which was awesome-posum. no fight. so when there's a combination of selfcook+sizzling+butter rice+beef+pepper+garlic = meletup okay!

i will so go back to pepper lunch, without a doubt!

=) i will need to head to bed now. because i'd be leaving to hometown tomorrow morning and on the way back, i'd be leaving for work training again. i didn't take any leave because ... i'd rather sit and do nothing and earn, than to sit and do nothing and not earn. hahahaha. it's okay if you don't understand. hahaha!

anyway, i am looking for working clothes! tops/blouses to be exact. tell me any secret places you know where to get them. i love subtle stripes, light colours (light blue, white, light grey, cream) for tops. particular have a soft spot for ruffles (not on the sleeves but around the neck area). i always tuck in, so long enough to do so. all tops/blouses should come with a reasonable price tag. hahahahaha! leave a comment =(( all working attires look mighty mighty boring in the malls.

still hesitating on the high waisted shorts in teetoo =(

MY LIFE IS MISERABLE!

Long lost.

i've been taking much time to adapt to the new working/training situation. the first few days i was pretty much hyped up about all the little small things about growing up. like for example, my own platinum credit card (which in the end i didn't opt for). hahaha. then the hype died when i had to fill in for EPF forms and income tax applications. hahaha. fml.

everyone at work is nice. some have pretty annoying characters. some way beyond funny! the place where we live in is right above the place where we train. so it's tres-convenient when i want short naps during break. hahaha.

everyone at work is nice. some have pretty annoying characters (coughs hard, sentul raya). some way beyond funny (coughs, klang lama and klcc)! the place where we live in is right above the place where we train. so it's tres convenient when i want short naps during break. hahaha. but internet there is a bitch. sometimes it never connects. and i can only use it in the cafeteria. sigh. acts like a bitch when i want to talk to hbr1.

i have never in my life wore so much high heels and make up before. and it's no fun.

these are happier times with tloml.

movie last night with hbr1. where things didn't turn out so good. but i enjoyed Little Big Soldier, much because wang lee hom is the co-star. it's funny but the ending is depressing. definitely the most horrifying ending.

sorry for a horrifying short update. but i've been doing nothing but work. if it's not work, i concentrate much on hbr1. thus the lack of pictures.

before my early bath, wishing all of you a happy happy chinese new year! may the roaring tiger bring u not only prosperity, but with utmost importance, health and joy.

lastly, happy valentine's day, darling hbr1! i hope we'd have a happier one. and many more to come. =)