one year.

today marks my one year anniversary with yin wai. i just can't help but to agree how fast time flies. i can't possibly say everything was smooth sailing all these while, but i guess those bumps along the way made it all a little more meaningful.

there were many questions on how everything happened. and some have even tried to judge on how things happened. but i can tell you, there were no regrets involved.

we started of rather very mysteriously. but i guess the mystery kept my heart. the guessing and the waiting. the knowing, but not really knowing.

from the first confessions up till today, i am still very interested in this person i've known since the yester-years. and i can tell all the girls out there, at the end of the day, it is not how rich is he, nor what car he drives, nor if he has 3 houses. it is the fact that, how happy can he make you. yin wai makes me delightfully happy.

i remember the days when i tried to always keep my eyes off his eyes. because i felt if our eyes met, i'd fall in love with this stranger. stranger because i don't know how he feels for me. will he fall for me, just the way i fall for him if our eyes met? or will i get hurt just like the times before?

time flies because ever since i had him in life, all i look forward to are my weekends. doesn't matter if we have nothing to do, we'd just desperately figure out something to do. doesn't matter if no one bothers to ask us to do anything, because i can just spend my night smelling his cologne, usually on the right side of his shirt, wtf. and when saturdays end, i look forward to next friday. sundays to thursday don't seem to exist.

and i can't thank him enough for making my life seem to matter again. can't thank him enough for the times i'm at fault. and especially can't thank him enough for the times he'd given me chances when i've sinned so bad, it hurts him. can't thank him more for being there for me when i breakdown, or am pain physically. can't thank him more for changing small ways like his willingness to go shopping. can't thank him enough for forgiving the abusive side of me. can't thank him anymore for webcamming with me everynight since we've had each other. can't thank him more for allowing me to fall asleep, hugging his arms in the weirdest manner, till it gives him cramps. can't thank him much more for tolerating me when i go crazy. can't thank him enough for giving us a chance. and can't thank him any much more for making me a very very very happy girl. and can't thank him enough for loving me.

and i have to thank god for granting me such a wonderful person. for such a charming person.

have you ever been in love and felt proud of that person? because i've been feeling so for a year already.

if you are reading this, mun yin wai, i love you. so much more than you think a person can actually love. you will always have me, through thick and thin, good and bad times, through sickly times, and through health, rich or poor, as long as you want me there.

life after training.

hola people! just another random update from me. i have officially started my job. not to say i didn't get paid all along. but yes, the drift is finally here.

first day has been awfully challenging. but on the second day, it was easier on me. i can't wait for the coming next week, because then i really get to focus on what i really have to do.

last monday and tuesday were spent at PD for team building. though i was at first, dreading it, it turned out to be awesome. the activities weren't as heavy as activities i had during my foundation team building.

had a very very bad stomach when we were on our way to PD. just had to make the bus driver make a stopover, fml. i look like a happy child thank you.

one of the activities. repelling, just the same as absailing. the last absailing i had was 3 storeys high. now it's 9 storeys high, fml. if you knew me well enough, i am afraid of heights. but surprisingly i did very very well. i was mighty mighty steady as compared to others, who were crying, shivering/shaking, shouting at the belayer. i just went down when i was told, brave me.

my trusted main belayer. the other one down there is tim, is he even qualified to belay me wtf. but i did well. we had other activites such as night orienteering, but how do we take pics in the middle of the night in the jungle? pfft.

that's me, in the air. haha.

at the end, our graduation. very emotional, but not as emotional as what i have for you below.

on the last day of training, was our presentation. so we spent the night before scribbling little notes because the presentation is very important. we had wealth management people and branch managers over, so it was tres important.

still my colleague now.

very corporate like. diana's introduction.

while waiting for our turns to speak.

my presentation was very very successful. haha i can't possibly say my presentation is beautiful right. perasan. but it was good because everyone was actually listening and paying attention. unlike a few people who presented, especially the second group, where there were branch managers falling asleep. it was too long and lengthy. and being the last group, we tried very very hard to cut everything short.

then after lunch, we were all being very very emotional because during lunch...when diana said 'aww, this is ur last lunch together', she starting pouring tears, and that made me cry also. and everyone was like 'wtf?' we came to this training as very different individuals, and fought to find our own friends etc. there were significant age gaps, but surprisingly all of us got together very very well. we bonded over gossips, pepper lunch, SHOPPING and more SHOPPING.

so after lunch, we were given the opportunity to speak a few words. and they volunteered me the last. because even my closing presentation almost made them cry, likely, my speech would make them cry. i didn't even have to say anything, i just stood there, and lydia started the tears. and as i spoke, it's so weird because the guys started to tear as well.

sorry for making you people cry! i miss training already! thank god i still see diana when i am willing to take a walk to dataran, which i usually do. =)

cough cough!

hola! it's really early on a sunday morning. but i am up early to study a bit for tonight. tonight seems important cause for all the heads up from mr martin, miss malar and julian sim.

sides all the oh-ah, i am sick! =( feels crappy as ever. during grooming class last week it felt as if i was going to vomit and pass out. urgh. but less worries, i've already gone to the doctor and she said it's the weather thingy. so everyone, drink more water and honey. you won't want to end up like me!

it's already the last week of training at MA. soon i'd be posted to my designated location. not mentioning where here. feels a lil scary but can't wait for the thrill.

=) hbr1 and i.

tomorrow morning i head for PD for team building. i hope it's not a heavy team building session =(. i will need all the energy i can get for thursday.

seems like the sales have already started =). hehehe. but i think clothes are the last things i need right now. ugh. hahaha. i first, need to completely reorganize my wardrobe, because it is completely a mess! sigh. i need to throw out things i do not need anymore, and designate a spot for working clothes wth.

ok pack for the very last time! tah!

effort on updating.

hello everyone! feels as if my blog has died! working/training life is still just as good. it's tiring, but when you think about the money coming in, it feels alright, hahaha. just try not to think about all the liabilities you have, then life is good.

i've learnt much during my training, but still think that these on-the-job training will be more useful. no point learning things theoretically anymore. nonetheless, there are alway a few things i particularly like learning, for eg, unit trusts, structured products, i really like the laws tied to banking world too. haha. so weird i know.

next week's schedule will be more hyped up with all the skill learning and self image practice! can't wait. oh wells, clothes and make up are girl's favourites /hearts!

i've gained substantial amount of weight but all at the wrong places. sigh. especially the thighs and face. i was way beyond fatter during the first week, but i've cut down on er, intake, and has taken initiative to participate in some sports. hahaha. thus, no longer looking as fat as i was in week one at training! i sound very happy about my fats, yes i am. without a doubt. i look much healthier. breakfast, eating on time, sleeping on time, makes me healthier i guess.

these are some recent pictures (without specs haha). when there's work in life, i spend less time making the effort to whip out a camera to take pictures.

yin wai turned 23 recently, though busy with work, i found some spare time to celebrate this wondrous day with him =) his first birthday with me as a girlfriend. tres memorable. =) however, i am not good with surprises, thus a rather normal birthday dinner and a card, wtf. so cheapo. hahaha. i hope you were happy, baby!

fatter me!

birthday boy at TGIF! =) we couldn't finish our food, cause the portion was hugggge. ok fine, it was just me.

goofy me still try to have fun.

then baby spent some birthday moments with the others. but i only took pictures of the early birds. really, can you tell i no longer can be bothered with taking pictures? hahaha.

patricia n yin ho! were too early. hahaha.

baby and i. and my aunt loves my cotton on top. hahaha. i actually looked really bad in it. but adding on a belt just made it look so grecian, that it actually appears to look nice on me! hahaha.

over the past four weeks, i've developed my own style of my own to work. i love florals and chiffon. anything high waisted, but yet to find a great high waisted working pants. and i've improved on make up skills! i just had to brag about this because i'm literally in love with my new bb cream! it's just so easy, i should've gotten this earlier. hahaha.

it only takes the bb cream, loose powder and blusher to look presentable. =) shhhhoooo proud of myself. i've decided to get the bb cream from skin food after i realized my usual foundation is drying up the skin area beneath my eyes too quickly and doesnt last long enough from 7.30 am to 6.30 pm. and it's mighty mighty oily too. =) proud of my own choice! hahaha, and it's really inexpensive.

anyway, it's time for me to sleep! it's way beyond my usual bedtime. =( more updates next time around!

14th.

yes! happy chinese new year peeps! it is surprising much considering i am back again, wtf. i am sure many has bailed me and my blog out. aww man! i hope my hbr1 hasn't given up on me. hahaha. at least he still bookmarks me.



chinese new year has been so far.... extremely hot. is this like a symptom of global warming or just that chinese new year is here? i can't even take a nap because it's too hot (i refuse to on the air cond wtf stingy. actually just helping the environment, hahaha).



the first day of chinese new year has been relatively different as compared to the rest because valentine's day just happened to fall on the same date. auspicious-some. so there's a handfull of pictures of hbr1 and i on this fawesome day!



the long-time-no-see camwhore shots in the car. haha. glasses to accompany my other half. we do not have matching t-shirts or whatsoevah. so we figured the glasses the closest. do i look mighty mighty geeky?

at Curve!

please ignore my fat thighs. they're really insignificant. haha, yes i've put on weight after all the training in bangi, god knows why. i eat and sleep only in that place. oh i sit to listen to talks too. oh i sometimes play badminton!

we have concluded we look better in glasses when taking pictures. haha. other times we look like crap.

my very pretty grecian top from kitschen. i'm doing too much kitschen and nichii these days.

there was practically nothing to wander about in curve, so we headed towards sunway pyramid for dinner. i've always wanted to try pepper lunch after reading about it in tziaaa.com. and if you knew me well enough, i am a sucker for all things with pepper. especially black pepper. i'd never opt for any other sauce if there's black pepper sauce in the list. long live the pepper!

the verdict is...if you read my twitter, i absolutely love love love pepper lunch!!! let me tell you why!!!

i love anything where i can cook myself on...especially if it sizzles. jacoon much! hahaha! and i love when my rice has a buttery taste!!! zomg. and i love beef (i had the beef one). and i LOVE PEPPER! hahaha. i love garlic, so i naturally picked the garlic soy sauce which was awesome-posum. no fight. so when there's a combination of selfcook+sizzling+butter rice+beef+pepper+garlic = meletup okay!

i will so go back to pepper lunch, without a doubt!

=) i will need to head to bed now. because i'd be leaving to hometown tomorrow morning and on the way back, i'd be leaving for work training again. i didn't take any leave because ... i'd rather sit and do nothing and earn, than to sit and do nothing and not earn. hahahaha. it's okay if you don't understand. hahaha!

anyway, i am looking for working clothes! tops/blouses to be exact. tell me any secret places you know where to get them. i love subtle stripes, light colours (light blue, white, light grey, cream) for tops. particular have a soft spot for ruffles (not on the sleeves but around the neck area). i always tuck in, so long enough to do so. all tops/blouses should come with a reasonable price tag. hahahahaha! leave a comment =(( all working attires look mighty mighty boring in the malls.

still hesitating on the high waisted shorts in teetoo =(

MY LIFE IS MISERABLE!

Long lost.

i've been taking much time to adapt to the new working/training situation. the first few days i was pretty much hyped up about all the little small things about growing up. like for example, my own platinum credit card (which in the end i didn't opt for). hahaha. then the hype died when i had to fill in for EPF forms and income tax applications. hahaha. fml.

everyone at work is nice. some have pretty annoying characters. some way beyond funny! the place where we live in is right above the place where we train. so it's tres-convenient when i want short naps during break. hahaha.

everyone at work is nice. some have pretty annoying characters (coughs hard, sentul raya). some way beyond funny (coughs, klang lama and klcc)! the place where we live in is right above the place where we train. so it's tres convenient when i want short naps during break. hahaha. but internet there is a bitch. sometimes it never connects. and i can only use it in the cafeteria. sigh. acts like a bitch when i want to talk to hbr1.

i have never in my life wore so much high heels and make up before. and it's no fun.

these are happier times with tloml.

movie last night with hbr1. where things didn't turn out so good. but i enjoyed Little Big Soldier, much because wang lee hom is the co-star. it's funny but the ending is depressing. definitely the most horrifying ending.

sorry for a horrifying short update. but i've been doing nothing but work. if it's not work, i concentrate much on hbr1. thus the lack of pictures.

before my early bath, wishing all of you a happy happy chinese new year! may the roaring tiger bring u not only prosperity, but with utmost importance, health and joy.

lastly, happy valentine's day, darling hbr1! i hope we'd have a happier one. and many more to come. =)

adulthood.

rather late in the night now. but just taking a few minutes off so i can remember moments like this. previous friday, i was at the headquarters to sign my offer letter, not for university entrance, but rather, work. tomorrow, will unofficially be my first day at work.

as i type this, my luggage is all packed. just like education calls, work has its calls too. i will be away from home for a month, maybe slightly more for bank training.

for the person i'd miss talking to every night!

will probably miss my nephew, miss seeing my sister's tummy grow bigger. will probably miss eating pork. but wtf, it's only a month.

so will probably be back with work outfit pictures wtf and pictures of the academy itself. hope it isn't too dodgy. or haunted. haha.

then again, adulthood isn't much fun. there's superannuation, taxes, expenses. sigh, life.

22-ed.

last weekend i celebrated my 22nd. huge number. at d'italiane kitchen. some were torn deciding if the food was good, but in my personal opinion, i actually really liked the food and would definitely return. i found the price range was relatively moderate for an italian dine-in cuisine.

likely possible that my other half is really lucky with food, whatever i ate that night was just scrumptious. i really liked the spicy beef bacon fettucini yin wai had wtf. my alle vongole was good, but not as good as pizza uno's.

being my overjoyous self, i much enjoyed my 22nd as compared to my 21st. maybe because i wasn't brought away to do something i didn't like to do, like being stuck in a bloody kampung area.

and even bestie Alvin made it!

the girls i adore much!

other half who managed to surprise me much. i heart you, longest time.

oh man. i don't even know where to begin to thank people who made my 22nd memorable much. thank you sexy for the moo-moo card, i appreciate much the meaningful phrases in it. thank you everyone who made it to the dinner and if i didn't layan you enough, i sincerely apologize, there's just a whole lot of events going on, on that dining table. thank you everyone who bothered to bring a gift and those who didn't, it's really ok, i enjoyed your presence.

and thank you, baby, for the top notch surprise, wtf. there were minor mistakes you made which made my heart bleed a lil. however, i still love you much! thank you baby! (we still some things in common)

sister blog.

ok i officially have a sister blog at tinybabybolster.wordpress.com. it's password protected over there. but i will still be blogging publicly over here. intimate moments are there. thank you!

awkward entry.

i had such a long day. what i mean by long days, is waking up before noon (obviously) and having something to do all day, would literally be my long day.

but i am feeling so contented now because i am spoiling myself with tomyam maggi goreng, which is, totally awesome. i love spoiling myself with nonsensical items after a long day. i had a gassy can of coke just now after dinner. ahhh, blissful.

on a funnier note, my boyfriend slipped and almost fell flat in front of me last night. which was REALLY funny because all through out the relationship, he has been laughing at !me for being clumsy! hahaha. i always trip, but not to the extent of falling on my knee. hahaha. i always catch hold of something. hahaha.

had a really informal interview this afternoon, and it lasted for four hours omg. on a brighter note, they served starbucks food and coffee.

there, my awkward entry!