Oh hai.

one day.

i have all my life, been raised, fed and grew up in pj. however, my parents are from seremban, negeri sembilan. we seldom make trips backs. i have no idea why. i return, maybe like, twice a year. once during the cny, once during all soul's day (cheng beng-like festival for catholics like me). but for the past two years, i haven't been returning for all soul's day because it often fell on dates during my examination period. but this year, because i am only sitting for three paper, i guess i felt i should really make time to return.



another main reason i chose to go back was because i haven't had the yummy food in seremban for a long time. everytime i returned during the cny, we always had food from my grandma's place because likely everywhere else is closed.



i had a really long night before. but managed to grab proper sleep before the journey back.



first of was our favourite beef ball noodles. nothing like the ones u find in lai foong, petaling street. this is way better. but i can't say much for the ambience though. it is in a market. wet market to be exact.



old school, double storey market. very smelly and dirty. but people actually hang out there. maybe because there is no starbucks. you could really tell we were the outcasts in the market. everyone was in rubber slippers and pyjamas (in my context, t-shirt and rubber shorts are pyjamas!). and i was in ballet flats, equipped with hobo bags. haha. i adore this place. instills a nostalgic feel in me.

this has got to be our favourite beef ball noodles stall!!

very scrumptious because of the bits of salted lettuce (ham choi?) and the fried up nuts! i adore the stomach parts.

then we headed up to the cemetary to pay visits to the deceased. er..........no pictures. you want meh? haha. and i have never met these people in my life. it always gives me a heavy feeling because i've only seen them through pictures. and so i've heard so many great things about my grandpa, aunt and maternal grandma.

we stopped by awhile Por Por Sally's place. apparently her daughter is a lecturer in rmit, melbourne. but really, there are so many relatives, i can't really remember anyone at all.

she lives in a really old-school place. i've never seen any house like that in my life before. hahaha.

old-school spiral staircase. i love staircases like this! why people don't make them anymore?

modern decoration on an antique chair. hahaha. such a face because i was already dead tired.

lastly on the agenda was cendol. which ain't that impressive. definitely not as impressive as the one on penang road! nonetheless, a great treat after such a hot day!

and so that was my one day back to seremban! until today, i cannot remember roads in seremban, sadly. but i am good in roads in melaka and penang.

okay, shall go back to books!

Wheeeeeeeeeeee!!

Rambles dambles.

the only reason why i am here, blogging about my randoms shiznits, is because i am sick of studying gosh. i just, PARTICULARLY, hate this topic. i like fixed income securities valuation, but not management for fixed income securities. haha. i don't like managing this shit. i do not want to become a bond fund manager. no.

so i need a break from that shit.

there are no pictures nor videos these days because, i, yours truly, lost the sd memory card. fml seriously. one second it was on my study table, couple of days later, it VANISHED. how can that happen. like magic. really. no joke. maybe my dad or mum is a magician. like, a secret job. i don't know. you really will not believe how devastated i was when i lost it. i had the maid help me shift all the tables so i could look beneath. had to make munyinwai search the car too. i thought the card was going to cost me rm400. ok whatever, cut the damn story short, i managed to get a new one. a 2 gb wan somemore, don't mess with me itellu.

i am more than excited about tomorrow, because i am going to get it tomorrow. please pray i do not get lost in digital mall. excited, because, it just means, i can take pictures of myself, food, skies, myself, random bits of life and more of myself! hahaha.

but wait, there's a bad note, no videos until at least 30th of october. i am having my final finals (final finals, because, yeah muffinmctuffin, i am graduating! if i don't fail). i just did my first paper on tuesday. i was both, scared and excited. actually more of scared than excited. shit scared. no joke. my hand is still sore from tuesday.

these frigging ECON papers, they make you write like you type on those facebook games (there, the one test how fast you type, typewriter maniac, some bozo like that). no joke. serious. but i was shit lucky i managed to finish my 6 essays. though unsure of 1.

i have two more papers left, which are open book exams. i am shit worried about them. don't think i am kiasu and all the shits can? rmit exams have the own drawbacks. the economics papers are always closed book papers, but they give you 2 hours to do 6/8 essays. crazy. open books, are open books lorh, but then, it's like them telling you 'ok i give you a book, but do you think it will help?'. HAHA. serious.

so yeah, because i am bogged down with exams, i won't video anything till i finish my exams.

i can't really think of what to type. but then i really want to eat the pork noodles at SS15, the pork ball noodles from seksyen 17, bak kut teh, fish and chips, spaghetti bolognese, pizza from pizza hut, THAT BEEF PIE FROM DOME, shit. feels as if i've been fasting for a month!

and i've been so unhappy these days okay. shit, my other half said he is partnering a girl for a project. wah lao, i was OF COURSE unhappy lah shit. but he ask, of course i must maintain my cool and say no. haha, jia jia cool all the shit. i drew a picture of him, and stabbed it with a pen knife, no, really. so i've been unhappy for two days already, shit myself. then i pulled myself back together of course. anyway, because i realized he was quite tom piah, want to partner girl for something you need to build. hahahahaha. is like a guy partnering me in carpentry class. HAHAHAHA. is like, taking the path ....of doing all the rough work. okay lah, considering so, i felt i should forget about it. FUH. hahaha.

(AND HE JUST HAD TO COMPLIMENT HER. SERIOUSLY WANT TO DIE.)

ok bai.

needing to keep up!

hi everyone! i apologize over my disappearance from tinybabybolster. however, i am temporarily back, for a blog post. studies and my boyfriend have been taking a toll on me, sucking all the sun and fun out of me. no good sign, seriously. /shakes head

final exams are in... 1 week exactly from now. can't tell if i am really excited or scared. but definitely more scared than excited. please someone, ask me to start revising my international trade! dreadful cause there's like 50 graphs, ridiculous. no good.

so yes, i have two open book exams. please don't rejoice for me, thank you. i hate open books. there's this thing about rmit exams. there's always a drawback. closed book examinations give you more time to think, the questions aren't so bitchy and examiner's expectation ain't that high. however... of course, there's no book to refer. opened book exams sounds easier, but there's always a retard time constraint and examiner's expectations are wayyyy higher. shit those drawbacks.

the worst papers of all, are economics papers. because dah, you need to draw nice, proper graphs for almost every question. they only give you 2 hours to do 6 essays, wth? time constraint, no books to refer to. struggle with both time and knowledge. /wtf

i have been up to nothing but just being miserable lately! fml.

these are pictures from a fortnight ago. from my cousin's 10th birthday party at The Club, Bukit Utama. a very fancy recreational club.

me, being cute in my blown hair. haha. being cute. hahaha.

see? posh right? it's right next to the British international school. these rich kids.

the mischievious (how'd you spell this..? wait check oxford)...oh ok mischievous, brat. xiwen commented on my cleavage, thank you. /takes a bow

take camera and camwhore a bit. even my sister was dumbfounded at my actions. thank you, retard just the way i like it, yeah. /takes a bow again

oh it was terbalik, but it's okay. hahahaha. /throws hand in the air profusely

nowadays i always have dreams about people that i want to meet, omg. sometimes i wished i died in my sleep and could dream, like forever. haha. first i met michael buble and he serenaded me with call me irresponsible. he sang 'call me, irresponsible..call me, unreliable..throw in, not dependable too' and being the perfectionist capricorner, i said 'it's undependable!!!'. he said 'it's ok'. wtf? haha. omg lame dream.

then i dreamt of LEE HOM! ahhhh. like a wet dream i tell you. i almost cried when i was woken up, fml! i love lee hom man. i climbed up a ladder, threw my hands, waving in the air, singing wei yi at the top of my lungs. fuh. looked down the ladder, and saw my other half. looking a bit like lee hom, but also like phua chu beng (as insisted by florence jie). haha. sorry can't help, very funny. he sang wei yi. fuh. for me. maybe...ok fine, there were many people. haha.

i hope i have some frigging sweet dreams tonight. lee hom again i hope, because i am listening to him now.

till next time!!! maybe a video during my study break!

untitled ones.

Men too often underestimate women.

Men play the game, and women can play along.

The ugly truth is just an epitome of stupid women. Smart ones acknowledged the game, long before time.

and, thank you monster hashbrown, i had fun, just by talking to you today. =))