Rambles dambles.

the only reason why i am here, blogging about my randoms shiznits, is because i am sick of studying gosh. i just, PARTICULARLY, hate this topic. i like fixed income securities valuation, but not management for fixed income securities. haha. i don't like managing this shit. i do not want to become a bond fund manager. no.

so i need a break from that shit.

there are no pictures nor videos these days because, i, yours truly, lost the sd memory card. fml seriously. one second it was on my study table, couple of days later, it VANISHED. how can that happen. like magic. really. no joke. maybe my dad or mum is a magician. like, a secret job. i don't know. you really will not believe how devastated i was when i lost it. i had the maid help me shift all the tables so i could look beneath. had to make munyinwai search the car too. i thought the card was going to cost me rm400. ok whatever, cut the damn story short, i managed to get a new one. a 2 gb wan somemore, don't mess with me itellu.

i am more than excited about tomorrow, because i am going to get it tomorrow. please pray i do not get lost in digital mall. excited, because, it just means, i can take pictures of myself, food, skies, myself, random bits of life and more of myself! hahaha.

but wait, there's a bad note, no videos until at least 30th of october. i am having my final finals (final finals, because, yeah muffinmctuffin, i am graduating! if i don't fail). i just did my first paper on tuesday. i was both, scared and excited. actually more of scared than excited. shit scared. no joke. my hand is still sore from tuesday.

these frigging ECON papers, they make you write like you type on those facebook games (there, the one test how fast you type, typewriter maniac, some bozo like that). no joke. serious. but i was shit lucky i managed to finish my 6 essays. though unsure of 1.

i have two more papers left, which are open book exams. i am shit worried about them. don't think i am kiasu and all the shits can? rmit exams have the own drawbacks. the economics papers are always closed book papers, but they give you 2 hours to do 6/8 essays. crazy. open books, are open books lorh, but then, it's like them telling you 'ok i give you a book, but do you think it will help?'. HAHA. serious.

so yeah, because i am bogged down with exams, i won't video anything till i finish my exams.

i can't really think of what to type. but then i really want to eat the pork noodles at SS15, the pork ball noodles from seksyen 17, bak kut teh, fish and chips, spaghetti bolognese, pizza from pizza hut, THAT BEEF PIE FROM DOME, shit. feels as if i've been fasting for a month!

and i've been so unhappy these days okay. shit, my other half said he is partnering a girl for a project. wah lao, i was OF COURSE unhappy lah shit. but he ask, of course i must maintain my cool and say no. haha, jia jia cool all the shit. i drew a picture of him, and stabbed it with a pen knife, no, really. so i've been unhappy for two days already, shit myself. then i pulled myself back together of course. anyway, because i realized he was quite tom piah, want to partner girl for something you need to build. hahahahaha. is like a guy partnering me in carpentry class. HAHAHAHA. is like, taking the path ....of doing all the rough work. okay lah, considering so, i felt i should forget about it. FUH. hahaha.

(AND HE JUST HAD TO COMPLIMENT HER. SERIOUSLY WANT TO DIE.)

ok bai.