my blue blue monday.

ah this is one of those very random blog posts which i rant about particularly, nothing. i haven't been looking forward to monday for a long long time. i despise tax because... karnal just doesn't teach very well.

but i specially wasn't looking forward to this monday because... investments exams was today. i had bad experiences with mcq (multiple choice questions) format exams, especially during empirical studies, risk managment and int. monetary econs. before in my first year, i loved mcqs, haha. then the choices became too alike with each other (one word different doesn't make our lives easier), then they gave choice like 'A & B are false' or 'all of the above', fml. then the questions became MORE IRRELEVANT as ever before (like in IME). it's as if i have never taken the subject before.

so i was nervous. haha.

mun wah skipped smallB&accountant to study. i had a long 2.5 hours break. so we spent it with others in the library studying.the one on the left is kenneth, who never attends winnie's classes and is mun wah's 2nd bf. the first has gotta be the one she messages every 30 seconds. clifford is her 3rd boyfriend.

see, everytime i try to capture your picture, do not move! you're just likely to make yourself uglier. clifford, who is always grumpy at me for nothing. and weng whye, dbkl. shityou, always eat cheese bread in class.

what is curtin doing here. haha. bimboyap. and khai shin. at the other end of the table. okok i know i was wearng same thing as i wore to see yinwai on saturday. haha. but it was on the floor, convenient.

anyway, yeah, that's my monday. my monday was so down, seriously. i made a mistake in exam. and now i lost hope of getting full mark for something in my university years.

untitled post.

it has been a long long time since i did something with pictures. it's been so dull. what more those videos of my picked songs were removed by the youtube users or either had some copyright issues.

my last week was quite a week. haha. if you get the drift.

then there was the Investments visiting lecturer from Melbourne, michael graham. and i enjoyed his lectures (well partially because i already have some feelings for the subject, wtf). he cracks some jokes in between, thus winning our attention instead of losing our attention to sleepiness. he gives very inspiring examples and he answers every single of my question. kudos!

so, dr. michael graham of rmit, if you read this, i enjoyed your lectures much! so come back, but hopefully, don't see me, cause i really want to pass this subject. remember marianne chung and if you see my finals transcript, give me a HD!

after investments with CF president at the cafeteria munching on small foods.

i am sorry that this post is so random because all i want to do now is sleep. i've been awake since 11 am on a freaking saturday morning. i woke up to freaking study investments (hello, exam on monday).

monster-field. haha. giant in a garfield! poor garfield! violated. this was at tropicana mall last night. before our District 9 screening.

ummm, some bubble tea place near the cinema. haha. we had too much time to kill!

yin wai liked district 9 more than transformers. wth. i on the other hand, was too busy containing my vomit in! argh, we sat like fifth row from the front and the movie was actually sort of 'interview-like'. i had bubble tea beforehand. so most of the time i was taking deep breaths to tell myself to stop feeling nauseous. so if you want to watch this movie, sit at the back rows!

district 9 was about aliens. the storyline was not bad. but there were a few unrealistic notions in it. like for eg, if aliens had such powerful weapons, why the hell are they bowing down to humans?? it was a disgusting movie. as is loads of huamns blowing up and aliens blown up. eww. there were a lot of parts in the movie i didn't quite understand.

yah i know my face is fat as compared to him. stfu.

my favourite picture of the night! haha.

okay sleep! tired. bond pricing and valuation have to wait till tomorrow!

roller coasters of emotions.

there's this part in this song which says,

nothing's ever built to last,
you're in ruins.

which hits me hard.

today i realize how much one yearns for a sense of security. in class, i always learn that investors yearn for low risk, and i always think that's bullshit because low risk, just simply means low returns. i never really understood the concept of security.

today i did.

being very fortunate, i always had the sense of security because i always get what i want and i get to hear what i want to hear. but this time around it's so different. i asked for challenge.

at the end of the day, it's just the sense of security and incentives i search.

i don't want to fight, to get nothing at the end. that would be silly. if really nothing's built to last, i am in total ruins.

(i love this song dearly and it has been playing on my wmp since i watched transformers. i heard it playing when the credits rolled and the first part of the lyrics caught my attention 'do you know what's worth fighting for? when it's not worth dying for?'. so very my song, rock + emo + extreme emo lyrics= extremely me, wtf. and there's so many people who loves this song, namely yee vonn and may yee!)

like a liar looking for forgiveness from a stone.

being lost.

i personally have many favourite songs. my favourites may range from jazz up to rock. up to lee hom, wtf. sometimes mainstreamed ones.

if you have been following me on my twitter, facebook, blog or even my msn statusses, you would have probably noticed my slight fetish over buble. there are many songs by michael i hold dearly to my heart.

there's feeling good, which makes me feel excited. then there's always on my mind, which reminds me dearly of yin wai. there's call me irresponsible which makes me feel extremely playful. there's you don't know me, which makes me feel sad. and there's crazy little thing called love which makes my feet tap.

but there's one which would be my favourite.


lost by buble.

yin wai would say this is a sad song. but i love how this song gives me a sense of hope and love. there's nothing sad about this song. nothing about being over.

i have been fortunate in life, being able to experience different types of love and admiration.

have you ever been there for someone, but yearning for nothing in return? you've personally seen the droughts he has been through, about some other girl, and he forgets your existence when he is done, until he needs you again. but yet again, you feel happy, even if it's painful. how ironic.

this song speaks about, the ups and highs of a relationship, mistakes made and done. but above all, it speaks off, being there.

cause you are not alone, i'm always there with you,
we'll get lost together.

how come there's no mifc?

i just got to find out the saddest thing.

that there will not be a MIFC 2009.

i always look forward towards it! every year since 2007.

so this is a recap of MIFC from last year. sobs.

damn those jerks from ministry of tourism.