Absence.

i know there shouldn't be an excuse for my absence, considering my exams are done with. however, i had a video done, it was quite a long (ranting) video. but it was corrupted, fml. i spent like 20 hours trying to upload it. le sigh. all ze effort. gone!



so imma gonna roughly blog out what was in the video. so, blog readers, i've finally officially graduated. not from a diploma or foundation, from a degree. so screw anyone who thinks graduating young is impossible. maybe if youngsters stop being so not disciplined, have some persistance and determination and stop being 'bullshit' indecisive about what course to take etc, you can do it too.



i must say when i found out my last results, i was devastated (sorry baby i screwed you). i didn't graduate with a cgpa 3.0. very very devastated, heart broken in fact. when i found out, all i wanted to do was sleep and not wake up forever. then i realize, come on, i mean, 4 hd and 12 distinctions, is incredible. people leap for joy for even getting a PAP. then it didn't feel so bad.



however, screw taxation, i got a distinction only fml. expected. but what was unexpected was my investment results, wtf, i got a HD hahahahaha. i have no idea how. i thought i screwed the paper. i didn't know whether the beta was higher or lower, etc, i don't know what are the flaws of the FCFE method, and i didn't know what is a ....P/S ratio. omfg. i even screwed my modern portfolio theory fml. so there goes like.....16 marks.



i was preparing to fail it. seriously. and ppl say 'don't bullshit la u always pass etc etc'. wah damn annoying. i did the paper myself, i knew what i wrote, how i wrote, whether if i was sure of the answers. you just can't decide if the paper was easy for me. i honestly, was preparing to receive an NNN. but i got a Hd, thanks michael graham. owe you a meal if you google your name up, and see this!



then when i got my results, i got the usual, 'aiyah i knew it etc'. shit. IT WAS DIFFICULT OK. then i also got remarks from people who didn't take the paper and said 'oh then the paper must be easy'. sure, i cannot wait for you to take the damn paper.



nevertheless, alleluia, thank you christ! i will fulfill my promises i made in our deal.



for two days in a row, i was at the zara warehouse sale. if you knew it, i never missed a zara/pull&bear warehouse sale. but this time i got myself, nothing. but fell in love with a ted baker skirt....which got sold off when i went to find it on the second day.

at 10 am. gates open at 11 am. look at the AMOUNT of people. crazy.

i went with my sexy yap! while she waited in line, i went to grab ourselves tuna and chicken sandwiches. we spent an hour gossiping in line. haha. it was fun.

anyway, i also talked about movies i watched in my video. but forget about it. i forgot what movies i watched besides 2012. all the others were animations. i liked astro boy and planet 51 more than cloudy with a chance of meatballs. and i liked planet 51 more than astro boy. but none which i am gaga over it. so if i could turn back time, i won't even watch any of them, haha. and save the money. buy myself a pair of flats, wtf.

but 2012, was worth it. i rant too much seriously.

on a serious (emo) note: it is more difficult to find someone who loves you for who you are, than to find someone to love. so when you've found that someone, appreciate all you can. cause people who don't love you for who you are definitely worthless. and people who gave up on you are worthless. don't spend a minute thinking 'it was my fault'. love forgives, and if she/he loves, she/he'd never let go. and it's least worthy to fight for someone who didn't love you for who you are or gave up on you, with someone who truly loves you for who you are.