i actually haven't felt smart for the longest time.

this morning was one moment i was overjoyed because i know i did better than expected for ob.

but then tonight, i found out that, even if i try, even if i am intelligent enough, in the end, i am just not.

cause in life there's always a comparison.

but at least i always did the best, i always did my best. and i never gave up.

i never gave up because someone else told me to.

i didn't give up because it was wrong.

because i always fought.

i never gave the excuse that i couldn't do it anymore.

because of all these reasons, no matter how unintelligent i am, i am at my best.